thank you for your advice about dealing with tyler and his retarded disrespect, but i am worried about her getting angry about me tellin him off for it. i'm sure it will get better as time goes on.
new topic: is 6 days long enough to be going out with someone before sleeping with them? because wed night me and heather ended up making out.....and such for around 5 hours, then ended up on the bed. i know i'm male but it's usually against my better judgment to let my physical urges overwhelm my gentlemen's morals. but she made all the first moves, and i didn't stop her. we then ended up in the same position on thur night, and i am assuming would have this friday night if i hadn't had to go to work. we just think eachother are so fucking perfect. even putting all our quirks out there, we fuckin talk like no tomorrow. i've never been this comfortable with a girl before.
now it's time for the bragging
. heather has been with 4 other guys besides me, and only one of them ever gave her an orgasm and she was with him for over a year. now on the first night we fooled around, my hand ended up in her pants, where i brought her to orgasm twice, right there on the couch. then one more with my magical spirit fingers hen we were on the bed...left handed. and then from intercourse. then again on thursday once with the fingers and again from intercourse, with tyler and our friend ricky in the room, with only ten feet and a counter seperating us, and she tends to be a tad bit loud during climaxxx. but i really really like her, and that's the point, we just click on every level. i'd say i'd died and gone to heaven if i knew i wasn't such an evil sinning bastard. and she hasn't even had a chance to experiance my mustache rides yet, my tounge needs a good workout.
here is a poem i wrote for her tuesday night while i was at work....missing her.
Looking down into her eyes, from above and behind her, even upside down her face fills my heart with pleasure, the sweetest scents arise from her to fill my nostrils, skin softer then the finest down, angels were made by her design, so exquisite is her beauty, words become trapped in my throat, crying to find her ears, to whisper this yearning, to scream for this pleasure, as her lips move they hypnotize my eyes, and a glance into her eyes sends me falling into an abyss, but not of darkness, for she is a light to guide me back, as a goddess singing it sounds to me, revelation finds its place in me, up above myself I look to to meet her eyes, a smile shows upon her face, and peace returns to me, but not to dream, for what fantasy good make me happier then this reality, into my arms i guide her slender body, and then the trembling begins at the thought of losing this newfound feeling, and the adrenaline pumps into ym muscles, she soothes it away with kisses and sweet words into my thoughts, and the fears all slip away, and she lays beside me, her skin so soft upon my touch, heat rises from the motion, beneath covers we hide from the world, into our own place we flee, alone at last we let it aflow freely, and when the pation passes, and our breathing slows, we stare into eacother, beyond the flesh to the soul beneath, and again i find myself asleep, but this time in the company of the beauty that fills my mind, the wind ceases to blow, noise fades away to silence, and the darkness envelopes us, nothing bad shall come from this darkness though, wrapped inside the wings of this guridian angel of mine as I am, tranquility overwhelms me.
new topic: is 6 days long enough to be going out with someone before sleeping with them? because wed night me and heather ended up making out.....and such for around 5 hours, then ended up on the bed. i know i'm male but it's usually against my better judgment to let my physical urges overwhelm my gentlemen's morals. but she made all the first moves, and i didn't stop her. we then ended up in the same position on thur night, and i am assuming would have this friday night if i hadn't had to go to work. we just think eachother are so fucking perfect. even putting all our quirks out there, we fuckin talk like no tomorrow. i've never been this comfortable with a girl before.
now it's time for the bragging

here is a poem i wrote for her tuesday night while i was at work....missing her.
Looking down into her eyes, from above and behind her, even upside down her face fills my heart with pleasure, the sweetest scents arise from her to fill my nostrils, skin softer then the finest down, angels were made by her design, so exquisite is her beauty, words become trapped in my throat, crying to find her ears, to whisper this yearning, to scream for this pleasure, as her lips move they hypnotize my eyes, and a glance into her eyes sends me falling into an abyss, but not of darkness, for she is a light to guide me back, as a goddess singing it sounds to me, revelation finds its place in me, up above myself I look to to meet her eyes, a smile shows upon her face, and peace returns to me, but not to dream, for what fantasy good make me happier then this reality, into my arms i guide her slender body, and then the trembling begins at the thought of losing this newfound feeling, and the adrenaline pumps into ym muscles, she soothes it away with kisses and sweet words into my thoughts, and the fears all slip away, and she lays beside me, her skin so soft upon my touch, heat rises from the motion, beneath covers we hide from the world, into our own place we flee, alone at last we let it aflow freely, and when the pation passes, and our breathing slows, we stare into eacother, beyond the flesh to the soul beneath, and again i find myself asleep, but this time in the company of the beauty that fills my mind, the wind ceases to blow, noise fades away to silence, and the darkness envelopes us, nothing bad shall come from this darkness though, wrapped inside the wings of this guridian angel of mine as I am, tranquility overwhelms me.

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seapuppy:
6 days does sound a little bit fast, but I can't really talk; about 13 days for me.
Let me think.....starting on the 14th.....yeah, so far, since last thursday we've done it at least once a day.



cipher:
You know, you're my only SGTC friend I've never met in person. We need to fix that one of these days, my friend. But for now we're both happily occupied, so I say we just enjoy. Best of luck.
