daekrys

i've made a goal for myself, tonight i am drinking until i throw up, just because i have this retarded fear of throwing up, i hate it, but i'm going to do it, specifically because i don't like doing it.

me and amber...yeah, no clue what the fuck is goin on there, from what i've gathered we are friends with benifets....with the only benifets being that we cuddle and kiss sometimes. not make out, just kiss randomly...whatever, better then nothing. i can do without the sex anyways, all that uncomfortable poking and prodding with someone new. fuck i hate finding your groove with someone new. I wish she would just rip all my clothes off and do all those nasty things to me, it would just make it all that much more simpler, i couldn't make the first move for shit if it was going to kill me not to.