daekrys

something isn't quite right here...in the year and a half that i have worked for holiday, i have never been so short in my register that i've gotten written up. now all of a sudden in the last week, on two seperate nights i was short over $40 each night. bullshit. a year ago this wouldn't have been such a big deal, because i had no financial responsability, at least not like i have now, if i were to lose my job over this shit, i'd be fucked. this is just one more stress that i could do without. i really need to get my ass in gear on finding another job, something without money involved. fuck.

for now it's coffee with bailey's, yes i'm gettin drunk by myself at 6:30 in the morning, but thats ok.