this girl amber, that i used to kinda hang out with before markeya got all bent out of shape about it, is showing an interest in me, i think, she's a girl so it's all kind of a mystery. but someting that she said tonight, actually a few things that she said tonight when she came to visit me at work, threw up flags. I like amber, i did before i even knew markeya, but if not hanging out with other girls, i need to find someting besides work to get my mind off all the shit that happened. that fuck anthony came into work tonight, tryin to be all friendly and shit, he knows i don't want to be around or talk to him, he now made three attempts to talk to me, if someone won't return your calls, respond to a letter, or even look at you when you talk to them, doesn't that get into ur skull that they want you to fuck off?!?!!??!
Thoughts of evil, adrenaline pumps.
Smoke starts rising, cinders form.
Ashes fly upon cold wind,
Red of lust, red of blood.
Metal cuts bone, sweet marrow flows.
Delicious as water, murder does sew.
Hell does fear, fury I unleash,
Shackled and chained, I care not.
Thoughts of evil, adrenaline pumps.
Smoke starts rising, cinders form.
Ashes fly upon cold wind,
Red of lust, red of blood.
Metal cuts bone, sweet marrow flows.
Delicious as water, murder does sew.
Hell does fear, fury I unleash,
Shackled and chained, I care not.
I'm sorry for you. I know us Cancers can be raging bitches at times. (Acceptance is the fist step....LOL.)