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so i was drunk when i wrote that stuff, and did that stuff, much like how i am drunk right now, harty fuck it. typing drunk sucks.
seapuppy:
well that makes it all make perfect sense now. On a different topic, I've really gotten into David Gemmel's writing. Like so many other things in my life, it's thanks to brotherly influence. I'm not trying to sound liek I'm complaining though; 'cause I'm not, I'm just saying....why am I just saying? I don't really know. I think I need to ease up on something...but what.....?
seapuppy:
I got that question from "The Guy Game", um, game. I have everything unlocked, so I probably won't play it that much anymore. I'm going to try to sell it to somebody for about $40-$50. If I can, I'm also going to sell the saved file for another $5-$10. When I'm finished with "Midnight Falcon", I'll want to finish the book I started reading at that tire place by Ken's.
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RETARDED ENOUGH TO NOT BE ABLE TO MAKE IT PAST ALBERT LEA.

oh well,

heather to come back to mn as soon as possible, bwahaha-fuckin-harty-fuckin-har-ha
seapuppy:
oink (the pig looked pretty confused, so I went with the pig, as you can see) I understand the CAPITALIZED words, but the rest just blows over my head........
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i admit i am retarded, i'm running away, i'm goin to kansas.
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losing my truck, it's gonna happen, now i just gotta find the cheapest way to go into debt...does that make sense at all. i was $20 short of my last truck payment so i just went ahead and paid off my cell phone bill. i felt pretty naked without that, and i have a whopping........five friends. i need to go find some rich kids so...
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so i haven't quit smokin, but i'm down from a pack and a half to half a pack, thats pretty fuckin good in my book.

likely to get a job at oasis, have to make the best of it.

heather is back in kansas, shitty, but she's comin back in march sometime, maybe sooner.

all in all things aren't too bad right now, ricky and...
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abyssia:
i'm sorry if my comment was unsatisfactory. i could congratulate you on the reduction in smoking or sing songs of woe about Heather being so far away... usually i just write what i think. that was the case here.
abyssia:
(grin) - the big and cheezy kind!
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my new tires are the shit, tires off an f-150, on a ranger, and they barely fit on my truck, they're awesome as hell.

me and heather had a long talk last night, and shit is all worked out and good, and then we made sweet sweet lovin down by (my imaginary) the fire. and she's goin back to kansas for the winter. urgh. oh...
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billybillybilly:
your talk of tires is making me jealous. mine are bald and i've gotta run all over town the next three days or so before i'll even be able to get NEAR new ones.

fuck...
seapuppy:
that'th thuper.
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no luck gettin a second job yet, no luck with my girlfriend yet. i'm gonna quit smoking "again". i get the new tires for my truck tomorrow, for $80, brand new mother fuckers, my uncle is sellin me. nothin else really. i have to go to bed early tonight so that i can bring tyler to work in the morning, that ungrateful bastard.
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whats not to be happy about? nothing, shits great. so i'm in debt, i'll get out of it eventually no sense worring about it. so what if my "girlfriend" never wants to hang out, let alone talk to me anymore, i've done nothing bt be good to her. far as that goes i consider myself single, and when she decides to call me in a...
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cipher:
Sorry about the 'girlfriend,' man. I suspect that hurts more than you're letting on. It's always so much harder when you've been good to 'em, and they stick you in the back anyway. But you've got the right attitude about it, anyway. Glad to hear things are goin' alright.

Now, are you ever going to be be free enough to make an event?
cipher:
Bah! Quit being so down on yourself, fucker. Don't make me come over there!

Well, so the goal of drinking together remains in the vague, distant future. But we will make it happen. Boozers unite!
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fuck target, fuck target, fuck target, i walked out of the backroom, went to the bathroom, threw my workshirt and nametag in the toilet, and urinated on it, i would have shit on it too, 'cept i didn't have to at the time and didn't feel like waiting around to do so. reasoning: they schedualed me all the exact hours i told them that i...
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seapuppy:
............ biggrin That's pretty funny. I never heard about anyone doing that shit in real life; just in the movies. But yeah, that's fucking retarded what they wanted you to do. Any american born citizen with some self-respect and even a little pride would've done the same thing; unless of course they were making big bucks and had to swallow they're pride to do so. I would have to be making UBER-bucks to deal with that shit. That sounds a lot worse than the pissy little kids I had to work with at cub. Damn fucking little pieces of shit....*ahem*
Good to know that things haven't taken a whole 180 with heather.

Hope things start turning upward for you a lot quicker than they are right now.
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it kinda bothers me that when heather gets ahold of some pot, that i usually don't hear from her for a few days, or until her shit is all smoked up. wether i call her or not. i told her anything other then pot and it'd be done. so i'm kinda worried, but my worries usually turn out to be nothing. i hope so.

target...
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cipher:
Hmm...that would concern me as well. Self-destructive impulse at work, eh? Frankly, that behavior doesn't sound remotely acceptable. But if you're willing to put up with it...just remember, saying nothing now is tacit permission.

A third job? Won't they just need you at the same time as the other two? Dang, that's a buttload of jobs...good luck, I guess.
cipher:
I think the devil's to busy running corporate America to make house calls anymore. Nothin's like the old days anymore.

Yeah, things are cool again. Thank god...I was fuckin scared for awhile there.

Good luck with the talk there--hopefully she won't become terribly defensive. Some people want help with issues like that, and some would rather you beat them and raped their sister. Wow, I don't know where that analogy came from...just be smooth about it. Or, be not like me. Christ.
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holidays with the family, or suicide, or i could just get drunk and go....
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...i can't find my girlfriend...urgh. puke
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abyssia:
i was hungry? a wee bit peckish? you know, whenever something goes missing, it can usually be said that i ate it. so, feel free to just say mer ate it... i ate your homework and your winning powerball ticket and the mate to your sock and your pride and your confusion and your writer's block and your creativity and your self-doubt and a million other things you crave, are curious about, loathe, miss, and, for now, possess! ;o)
seapuppy:
she's probably in the one most obvious place that you keep over looking....probably