cyriaca

Ugh...I have no idea what's up with me. I was in such a good mood this morning and what not, and for most of the afternoon. We went to see The Exorcism of Emily Rose. It was a pretty good movie. Then I went to take some cash out in case we decide to go to the bar tonight and iunno the depression just seemed to hit me. It didn't help that I started to think about all the things that I have to pay for now, and textbooks and school, and for some reason how it seems like I worked my ass off this summer(well for the most part) and I hardly have any money left in my bank account. I haven't bought that much stuff but there's like nothing there. I mean I got a student loan and a bank loan. But then eventually I have to pay those off, and it seems like the list just keeps going on and on.

Yesterday I went and took my PS2 in to get cleaned and fixed but apparently my roommate tried to watch a movie and it started skipping again fucking thing. Good thing I have 30 days warrenty on it. Hopefully it'll be fixed eventually.

We went for a walk last night and it was gorgeous outside. We walked down past the river and around it was a really long walk. But it was so amazing, the view was incredible...the only problem was I kept wishing that I was with my boyfriend and not everyone else. I mean not that it was fun with them(because I love my friends to death). But for some reason I was just in one of those moods where it was amazing and I wanted to be sharing it with him. But no such luck...guess it'll have to be next time...as long as he's willing to go for a walk...and he damn well better be.

All I'm in the mood for right now is some serious sunggling/cuddling and what not, along with a movie or two...yeah that would be nice...execpt I promised that I would only cuddle with my pillows...but I do have a roommate, I sure he wouldn't get upset about that one..in fact he'd probably upset that he didn't get to sit between us...anyways it supper so I'm gonna go.

Hugz and Kissez

Edit

Alright so it finally got better. I'm good now I think. Talked to my b/f on the phone and stated how much I missed him. Then me and my roommate decided that we were gonna go to the bar. It was fun, I only had a couple of drinks and did lots of dancing. And holy fuck was it ever raining on the way home. Came to the conclusion that if the b/f was there it would have been a very long cab ride to get back to the apartment and I don't think we would have made it though the door without someone losing an article of clothing.