Alright...so I wasn't planning on writing in here today but..
I found out when my mom picked me up from work today that my baba is in the hospital again. She went yesterday and they gave her another shot of Demerol, and then she went again today. But this time she's there to stay for awhile...well at least overnight and tomorrow. Apparently(from what they know right now) she has some kind of growths on her kidney and she might have something else but they're not sure what it is. Hence why she's going for the surgery. They're soing a scope so they can figure out excatly what's wrong cuz they think that she might have some internal bleeding somewhere. Now how they didn't figure this out yesterday when she was there is beyond me...
So here I sit at the computer crying again for the 3 time in 4 hours. The first time I did was in the vehicle when mom picked me up and I got in shit because she said that if I started crying she would and then how would she be able to drive. I just laughed at her.
Now in all honesty this would be as bad if I wasn't that close to her. But she's always been there for me right from day one. She used to babysit me all the time and I'd always go to visit her and spend the night and still go to visit her lots. And I know that I'm her favorite out of all her grandchildren and there are quite a few of us. I just don't know what I do without her. I mean I know I'd have to move on, but her and my other baba are all that I've ever know for grandparents. One gido died just after my parents got marriend and the other one died about 3 months after I was born. So that's why I've gotten so close to my baba's. But yeah I guess I'll know more tomorrow after she has that scope done. I'm sure that she'll get better and it's nothing to worry about...but it's so much easier to say it then it is to believe it....
I found out when my mom picked me up from work today that my baba is in the hospital again. She went yesterday and they gave her another shot of Demerol, and then she went again today. But this time she's there to stay for awhile...well at least overnight and tomorrow. Apparently(from what they know right now) she has some kind of growths on her kidney and she might have something else but they're not sure what it is. Hence why she's going for the surgery. They're soing a scope so they can figure out excatly what's wrong cuz they think that she might have some internal bleeding somewhere. Now how they didn't figure this out yesterday when she was there is beyond me...
So here I sit at the computer crying again for the 3 time in 4 hours. The first time I did was in the vehicle when mom picked me up and I got in shit because she said that if I started crying she would and then how would she be able to drive. I just laughed at her.
Now in all honesty this would be as bad if I wasn't that close to her. But she's always been there for me right from day one. She used to babysit me all the time and I'd always go to visit her and spend the night and still go to visit her lots. And I know that I'm her favorite out of all her grandchildren and there are quite a few of us. I just don't know what I do without her. I mean I know I'd have to move on, but her and my other baba are all that I've ever know for grandparents. One gido died just after my parents got marriend and the other one died about 3 months after I was born. So that's why I've gotten so close to my baba's. But yeah I guess I'll know more tomorrow after she has that scope done. I'm sure that she'll get better and it's nothing to worry about...but it's so much easier to say it then it is to believe it....
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baba's are very special. I only knew one of mine, and I still cherish the times we got to visit and talk about her growing up in Saskatchewan and her life in the Ukraine.
lots of hugs.