so i'm wondering if anyone else can attest to this.
when something really horrible happens you push it away.
when something a lil bad happens you push it away.
when something wonderful happens you push it away.
you push it away from being scared? the change? the unknowing-ness of it?
i decided that i'm done being pissed at work for being treated like shit. i changed my attitude and decided to be me again even though i'm still being treated the same. i guess 'kill em' with kindness'. dunno if it works but i sold a burr grinder that cost over 100bux when he brought the 20dollar one up to the counter.
i love being in sales and i'm super good at it (not to be conceided) and i love doing it but when will i find a job that actually appreciates me.
by the way, brenda showed me how to knit. that is the coolest thing in the world. ever. yeah. it rocks hehe
update on work, i WAS getting 35-40 hours a week. next week (our most busy week of the year) i have a whopping 15 fucking hours. i'm so sick of getting fucked at work. i tried to request off 3 days in a row for brenda's birthday and my boss was like "deb i just cant allow you to request off 3 days in a row, i need you here. you tj and jason are our 3 most important people. " then WHY THE FUCK would he fuck me over like this? god damnit. FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so, for those of you who dont know me, i still (unfortunatly) live at home. (untill i move to either akron or columbus (hopefully columbus)). well, my dad's wife (it's her house) is pretty crazy. i was dying the botton part of my hair black and i accidently got dye on the wall. it squirted out. oops. so i may be moving sooner than i thought.
wow. i'm pretty sure this is the LONGEST journal entry i've ever written. hopefully all of you have some insite.
when something really horrible happens you push it away.
when something a lil bad happens you push it away.
when something wonderful happens you push it away.
you push it away from being scared? the change? the unknowing-ness of it?
i decided that i'm done being pissed at work for being treated like shit. i changed my attitude and decided to be me again even though i'm still being treated the same. i guess 'kill em' with kindness'. dunno if it works but i sold a burr grinder that cost over 100bux when he brought the 20dollar one up to the counter.
i love being in sales and i'm super good at it (not to be conceided) and i love doing it but when will i find a job that actually appreciates me.
by the way, brenda showed me how to knit. that is the coolest thing in the world. ever. yeah. it rocks hehe
update on work, i WAS getting 35-40 hours a week. next week (our most busy week of the year) i have a whopping 15 fucking hours. i'm so sick of getting fucked at work. i tried to request off 3 days in a row for brenda's birthday and my boss was like "deb i just cant allow you to request off 3 days in a row, i need you here. you tj and jason are our 3 most important people. " then WHY THE FUCK would he fuck me over like this? god damnit. FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so, for those of you who dont know me, i still (unfortunatly) live at home. (untill i move to either akron or columbus (hopefully columbus)). well, my dad's wife (it's her house) is pretty crazy. i was dying the botton part of my hair black and i accidently got dye on the wall. it squirted out. oops. so i may be moving sooner than i thought.
wow. i'm pretty sure this is the LONGEST journal entry i've ever written. hopefully all of you have some insite.
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we have tons of coffee shops down here, and a couple of "independent" ones that you would love working at!
hell, not that you would have to work at one of those places. the economy is much better down here than up there.
ohh, the week after christmas. ummm, i want to go out to that shop, cool?
i hope you end up moving to columbus, i love that city!
it sounds like you need and deserve a better job that at least will appreciate you, ya know?