cypher

so much distance between us all.
legions who are blinded by the veil of make-believe.
rarely discerning reality, even then it's much too late... and we expire.
there's a love all can partake of, if only we can see.
try with whitened knuckles to hold it in place.
and our hearts can save this world, if we can see it.

this is the time of your life.
but you don't realise.
now what would you do?
if you knew this was your last day on earth?
i'd kiss you goodbye.

thankyou friends.

i am looking at going to nyc in november.
i am tired.
i should go to yoga class 2nite.
i am haunted.
i am.

quis custodiet ipsos custodes

quis custodiet ipsos custodes

in the middle of dreaming it all up again i find that it is not quite as easy as it was when i was 18 as the dreams have changed and the players are even more in flux while i am more thoughtful and less afraid but also less passionate.
it is here in this place that i once again found...
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quis custodiet ipsos custodes

some people aren't worth it. true.
some people drive you nuts with every stupid little thing they say.
some people are weak, flighty little things.
some people need to shut up. really. just. shut. up.
some people are needy as all hell.
some people sit around feeling sorry for themselves.
some people aren't worth your trust.
some people try to contact...
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quis custodiet ipsos custodes


there is love and sleeplessness and peace and anger and joy and libido and restlessness.
there is art and theatre and nekkedness and kissing and music and protein.
there is truth and fiction.
there are dreams and nothingness.
it's 2:28 here in des moines.
i love you.

"and from the dark secluded valleys
i heard the ancient songs of sadness
but every step I thought of you
every footstep only you
and every star a grain of sand
the leavings of a dried up ocean
tell me, how much longer?
how much longer?"

the great hunger is upon me. i cannot rest properly. i dream in pain. i wake to melancholy. i...
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...what?

I can taste more than feel
This burning inside is so real
I can almost lay my hands upon
The warm glow that lingers on


there are dual sensations causing confusion and mass disability in my screwed up little noggin at the moment. anger and love. and love and anger.
i am gonna have to take action if either one or both continue.
have a...
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oh little girl
there are times when I feel
i'd rather not be
the one behind the wheel
come
pull my strings
watch me move
i do anything