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booo.

sometimes.
i am an ass.
i am mr. funnyguy.
i am a retard.
i am a friend.
i am a lover.
i am a geek.
i am a crush.
i am a disappointment.
i am a man.

i've nothing clever to say, as per usual.

love is frustrating.
i want some tea.
i hunger.

Deckard: Rachel? ...Rachel? ...Rachel...?
[Deckard uncovers Rachel.]
Deckard: Do you love me?
Rachel: ...I love you.
Deckard: Do you trust me?
Rachel: ...I trust you.
[Deckard and Rachel, exiting apartment]
Deckard: Rachel?
[Deckard picks up paper unicorn.]
Gaff (memory): "Its too bad she won't live. But then again, who does?"
Deckard (voice-over): Gaff had been there, and let her live. Four years, he figured... He...
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Pris: Must get lonely here, J.F.
J.F. Sebastian: Not really. I MAKE friends. They're toys. My friends are toys.

i'm fucked in my head.
my apartment is a mess.
it always gets like this when i'm in a show.
tonight i get to run b4 reahearsal. wee.
no seriously.
there is a girl who fills me with hope.
i will now listen to journey's greatest...
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I don't know why a man will search for himself
In his woman's eyes.
No, I don't know why a man sees the truth
But believes the lies.

My love is restless as the wind
She moves like a shadow across my skin
She left with my conscience
And I don't want it back
It just gets in the way.

I don't know why a man will search for himself
In his woman's eyes.
No, I don't know why a man sees the truth
But believes the lies.

My love is restless as the wind
She moves like a shadow across my skin
She left with my conscience
And I don't want it back
It just gets in the way.

You and I make this life for each other
Because I believe
We've got enough for when the sun doesn't shine
You and I got to hold on together
Because in this life
Maybe the sun doesn't shine forever


anime-elf. ufo. nyc. nov. love.

Things would be so different if they were not as they are.

Here comes the morning light you can't face
Lie on your bed staring into space
Watch the time slip gently by
Don't ask why
So many friends but nobody calls
Can't be alone when the darkness falls
Got to make it to the party
Socialize, break the ice

gea en route via ufo....
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How to begin do I shed a skin?
Now that I am starting to remember
It takes a while
But you find a way to open up the door
Let demons walk
Now that I am starting to remember
Can't change my world
I was happy ever after
Was it only yesterday?
That I bought the dream?
But I don't sleep no more
Counting the...
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I woke up the house
stumbled in sideways
the lights went on and everybody screamed "Surprise!"
the savage review
it left me gasping
but it warms my heart to see that you can do it too
Total surrender
your touch is so tender
your skin is like water on a burning beach
and it brings me relief


gea is my drunken little artist girl crush....
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I can't look up...fingers of love move down
and I won't be hit...fingers of love move everywhere
there is time yet...fall by the way
from the cradle to the grave
from a palace to the gutter
beneath the dying waves of the sun lie fingers of love
through waves of joy and clarity
a fallen angel walked on the sea
and I'm playing in the...
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What tongueless ghost of sin crept through my curtains?
Sailing on a sea of sweat on a stormy night
I think he don't got a name but I can't be certain
And in me he starts to confide

That my family don't seem so familiar
And my enemies all know my name
And if you hear me tap on your window
Better get on yer...
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