cynicality360

ugh.. writers block as usual.. i have tons and tons to write about but i am losing my drive... its like i have so much going on that i cant focus on one particular piece to write and i write one piece that reads like it should be 10 separate pieces...

i think a break from stimuli would do me some good.. i have too many influences going on at once is probably it.. everything is so clouded i can hardly pick a topic to write about because everything is so intense..

i'm trying to go back to my roots of writing and doing romantic pieces.. i feel kinda like a sissy when i write these compared to my normal gore and mayhem that goes into my forever work in progress novel

i am currently reading the odessey for my online world lit class and "on writing" by stephen king just for fun.. i am not a stephen king fan.. in fact i dislike everything i have ever read from him.. i think he is too vague in his more "graphic" scenes, but this book is actually really cool so far and i am thoroughly enjoying the smack in the face considering how much crap i've talked about stephen king in the past... though i still dont like his dark tower series..

i'm going to crash now cause i got job hunting and the sort to do tommorow and as usual i hope everyone is in good health and high spirits!