cybertammy

I feel sorry about my bitchy little last entry. Oh well. I guess I am just a pervert that likes to fantasize about getting my thing on with girls while I swoon over boys. I'm not sure how I would describe my sexual orientation. I desire to kiss and be sexual with girls as well as boys but as of yet I have never felt that utter sick feeling in my stomach for a girl. Boys make my stomach churn in a gotta run for the bathroom way. That's how I know I'm head over heels, sick, right?

I have actually had one girlfriend and she just wasn't right for me. I think it's possible for me to feel the same way about both but it's like ... ( I was just about to put a really lame example having to do with reaction rates and relative abundance of reagents from organic chem. but I shall not). Well you know...

Anyway I've just finished doing 2.5 hours of organic lab writeups and I'm still not done. I'm taking a break, but I still have 2 tests this week and a lab and statics hw due tomorrow. Blech! I think I might try on outfits for my date on Friday. You see, David asked me out for Friday since I couldn't go last Friday. Then he confirmed yesterday when I "happened to bump into him" (my friend told me he was at the library so I showed up). I don't think he realized Friday is Valentine's day. He is so perfect for me, we even have the same birthday