I have spent my entire life insecure and scared I wasn't good enough. Not God enough th for friends, lover and even my wife who has stuck by me for 16+ years. As 2016 begins I want to open myself to experiences that require me to be secure in myself and my relationship. My wife is amazing, sexy and more friendly and outgoing than I am...she wants new experiences together not without me or instead of me. I need to realize how lucky I am and she does choose me and wants all of this with me. I must be secure and strong for this to work and I want it to. So here is to a year of exploring and being strong and secure in my place and relationship!