I really wish I could snap out of this funk I'm in. I think it started w/my birthday last week. I have not been anywhere since then. Birthday's are depressing...I hate birthdays...I don't want anymore... My own father & my brother didn't even call me on my birthday....and that makes me very sad
Let their birthday roll around, and if I didn't call either one of them there would be some bitchin! I don't ever expect to get anything from anyone anymore, but I at least expect to hear from my family members saying Happy Birthday. That is all I ask for. My sis did call me though & got to hang out w/my friend so that made me happy, and I got the cutest personalized build-a-bear. I have a pic of it but its on my other computer. I'll post a pic of it later.
*side note* This movie I'm watching, "Without A Paddle" is so freakin funny! I've actually seen it b4, but I forgot how funny it is.
Ok, I guess that is all for now. Tomorrow is another day, so I'll see what it brings. Perhaps it will bring me some energy and motivation to finish the things I've started.
Until next time...
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*side note* This movie I'm watching, "Without A Paddle" is so freakin funny! I've actually seen it b4, but I forgot how funny it is.
Ok, I guess that is all for now. Tomorrow is another day, so I'll see what it brings. Perhaps it will bring me some energy and motivation to finish the things I've started.
Until next time...
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I'm sorry you hate birthdays, and your dad and brother suck for not calling.