Maybe I'll move to Australia, maybe I'll work on a cruiser.
My dreams are coming true and I'm learning how to deal with anxiety.
I realized that my life in NY could have been much pleasant if I had solved my relationships with my parents before leaving. I was kind of running away from my problems, and focusing all my attention to my life with my ex. He did make me truly happy, but the sensation was based on his presence and love.
Now it's been around 5 months I'm single and I'm feeling things are getting better, therapy is helping a lot.
Yesterday and Friday I went out with some friends and for the first time I didn't freaked out or felt uncomfortable. Well, actually I got a little confused when a gay guy started dancing around me without saying or trying to do nothing. But it was funny
Tarot gave me a five of swords today.
My dreams are coming true and I'm learning how to deal with anxiety.
I realized that my life in NY could have been much pleasant if I had solved my relationships with my parents before leaving. I was kind of running away from my problems, and focusing all my attention to my life with my ex. He did make me truly happy, but the sensation was based on his presence and love.
Now it's been around 5 months I'm single and I'm feeling things are getting better, therapy is helping a lot.
Yesterday and Friday I went out with some friends and for the first time I didn't freaked out or felt uncomfortable. Well, actually I got a little confused when a gay guy started dancing around me without saying or trying to do nothing. But it was funny
Tarot gave me a five of swords today.
I stopped taking pictures because I was robbed, and now I'm afraid to leave home with my camera 
I'll get over it.
Have a nice week guys! 
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I was had my camera gear stolen from an airport in Mexico (along with over 500 shots from the trip) and it took a long time for me to be comfortable about taking my new gear out... actually I am still really paranoid about it.
I love that pic, very cute. hope your week is great as well!
It is a very important lesson that I sometimes need to be reminded of when i have become too attached, they are indeed just things and can be replaced.
Yes, I am home now and everything worked out. the sun is out and I am very happy to be sitting here with a cup of coffee in my cozy home with my dog snoring away next to me.
Are you really moving to Australia?