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Monday Apr 24, 2006

Apr 24, 2006
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Little over five days left, and then I'll be gone for a month. A whole month. I am beyond scared. The longest I've ever been away from home is 10 days, and I've never been away by myself. I'm so afraid that I won't be able to handle it and there'll be no way for me to go home. I'm scared that Buddha will freak out while I'm gone - she always gets depressed if I don't see her everyday. I'm petrified that something will happen to my granny while I'm gone, I'd never forgive myself. I'm also worried that this friendship I'm starting to rebuild will deteriorate with my absence. I should be worried about money, but money is so superficial compared to everything else.

It's starting to sink in that I won't see my friends, family, or cats for a complete 31 days. I won't sleep in my own bed, go to work, drive my car. I'll be nearly 2,000 miles from home at either destination in my journey.

I am so completely beside myself with fear. This trip was meant to relieve stress, not cause it. I just need a hug really bad right now.

Anyways, random photo time:



And also, how my ear is healing (surprisingly well):

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andrewkryptonite:
thanks.
May 7, 2006
eleutherophobia:
**HUG** (belated)
Jun 29, 2006

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