Cant seem to sleep.Cant seem to think straight. At least not without thinking of you.I never thought I could miss someone so much. Never thought my life would get so fucked up. My best freind is asleep in the next room. he cant even help. Not that he does not want to or has'nt tried. i am really beyond help at this point.When the things...
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Merry Christmas! I hate the holidays!
People keep asking me if I am ok...I am not...Not at all...I am sick...Cant feel anythingy anymore...I want to die.
missprint:
feel better 
Listening to Story Of The Year driving around lonely and crying....I have lost all taste for life....I am going through it numb....Seth took my knives out of my car....I wish someone would just cut my heart out for me...You ask me to say things like that...You ask me to not hurt myself...I dont know what to do because I feel like my life has been...
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paleenchantress:
just stopping by to say "hello" 
I am so lost right now. It seems like when it rains it pours...On top of Meg leaving me...My mom has a artery blockage in her heart...Everyting just sux right now...I feel so alone and cold all time...This sux....i want to feel better but I dont think its gonna happen...Rachel and Erin are ignoring my calls.....Everyting is just shit....I hate the holidays!
"I CANT FIND...
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"I CANT FIND...
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scarylitllemary:
I'm sorry everything is going crappy. I know how it is. If u wanna talk just IM me, skottlukass on AIM. Feel better 
IM SORRY!
She is gone!
I AM DEAD INSIDE!
FEEL USED BETRATED AND FUCKED OVER!
I HOPE MY BLOOD KEEPS YOU WARM!
CAUSE TONIGHT I SPILL ALL OF IT!
Leaving my house
kitchen knife in my hand
im sorry to all
Cant deal with a broken heart anymore
I AM DEAD INSIDE!
FEEL USED BETRATED AND FUCKED OVER!
I HOPE MY BLOOD KEEPS YOU WARM!
CAUSE TONIGHT I SPILL ALL OF IT!
Leaving my house
kitchen knife in my hand
im sorry to all
Cant deal with a broken heart anymore
Ok well I am supposed to be at work right now. Doing stuff with my student....But I live on a big ass fuckin hill which is now a big sheet of ice....So I am waiting for them to sand.
I know I have not updated in a while, but my computer access has been very limited. So here is a quick update....
1) went to...
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I know I have not updated in a while, but my computer access has been very limited. So here is a quick update....
1) went to...
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paleenchantress:
i just stopped by to say "hello" 
~ that inn sounds romantic !
~ that inn sounds romantic ! 
solaris:
haha yea, that one is the best.
she says something like 'TIME! there's never any... TIME!' while she is crying and going all crazy about the caffeine pills. it's hilarious.
she says something like 'TIME! there's never any... TIME!' while she is crying and going all crazy about the caffeine pills. it's hilarious.
I am feelling much better today....I am ver jealous that Lucie_Gemma has more SG's for friends then I do...But I still love her to do death. Luke is comming home tonight I cant wait to see him...Plus he is burning me the new U2 and the Gwen cd....Happy turkey day to all 
tomandhisjones:
I have 8... I know, it doesn't seem like alot to some, but to me, well... it makes me happy...
I hate being the insecure one
I hate this feeling in the pit of my belly
I hate the stress of life
I hate to feel like I am losing something so dear to me...
You made me feel better
You made me feel a little reassured
You are not going anywhere and I know that now.
I will give you the time and space...
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I hate this feeling in the pit of my belly
I hate the stress of life
I hate to feel like I am losing something so dear to me...
You made me feel better
You made me feel a little reassured
You are not going anywhere and I know that now.
I will give you the time and space...
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paleenchantress:
Awww sweetie....were you at cabaret ?
tomandhisjones:
I love you too...
I love you too...