YOU JUST MADE THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF YOUR LIFE!
evil_mad_hatter:
And it felt good, too.
Okay so this is the worst I have ever felt....The sad thing is I actually had a decent night last night...But it did not last....I smoked myself retarded and listened to my new satellite radio.....My house lost power(my hole neighborhood did) pitch black returning home...still istening to my satelite radio....What comes on my radio but "I love my answering machine".....God I fucking miss you...I missu...
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This was is easy cause it was what you wanted...What about what I want...What About what I need..I did everything you ever asked of me...I did everything you wanted...I almost left you before we had the big fight...But Rae said no dont cause if I did you would start cutting yourslef again....So i did'nt...And what I never told you is that night I realized something...I...
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I sit her listening to modest mouse...I really cant stand this anymore...There has always inherent sadness inside me...it gets worse and worse as my life goes on...I dont want to deal with my family right now...My aunt and cousins are comming in from maine this weekend and I do not want to see them...My fathers crazieness and my uncle being the fucking asshole he is...Its...
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tomandhisjones:
Take your meds, stop saying these things. I do care, and you know that. And how do I have everything? Huh? You think it was so fucking easy? I hate hearing this shit JV, and it not worth it, I'm not worth that. You shouldn't be doing this to yourself over a girl. Who the fuck am I? Noone. I do care about you, and you know that...
No one believes me..I am done with this life!...If things dont get better soon...I am checking myself in.....If I make it through the week!
missprint:
I didn't take it as mean, and I wasn't trying to be mean.Oh and I wasn't saying that you were complaining about stupid shit. I was talking about myself. I know I don't know anything about your life, but I still stick by what I said.
hope you improve things.
hope you improve things.
missprint:
you're welcome! chin up 
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!I have never felt this much hurt,,,,Never loved someone so much ever...I want to get out of this life so bad.....I am gonaa die soon! 
jadedcoca:
ur drunk...i kan tell by the spelling...damn i am too...sorry thou...or whatever...me too, or somehting...umm..,yah...
missprint:
no you're not. Don't do anything stupid! Things can always get better, you just need to change your outlook. My best friend had to watch her parents and siblings die of aids and I have never once heard her complain about how hard her life is. Kind of puts things in perspective for me when I'm complaining about stupid shit.
cheer up! That's an order.
cheer up! That's an order.
Happy New year. Its is officialy 2005...To everyone that reads this journal I am sorry you have been hearing the same shit over and over. I am really sorry.I have never felt like this before .....I am not puling any punches I feel like dying...Update Jan 2 2005...Went to the movies alone tonight...god thats pathetic..Life Aqutic was good though.I really wish I did not feel...
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New Years eve day...Sick as hell...Hungover as fuck....And just plain fucking sad...Dont want to do another year...Happy FUCKIN NEW YEAR!
I miss you way too much!
"The good times are killing me!" modest mouse
Maybe I'll see you all next year. If I make it through tonight. Really not in a good place. I hate the way feel.i hate the way I look.I hate evrything...
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I miss you way too much!
"The good times are killing me!" modest mouse
Maybe I'll see you all next year. If I make it through tonight. Really not in a good place. I hate the way feel.i hate the way I look.I hate evrything...
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Woke up as usual feeling
Now I feel
I'M NOt ALRIGHT!
Now I feel
I'M NOt ALRIGHT!
holden_caufield:
Merr Christmas and HAppy New Year to you too.
Doc was asking about you tonight. Saw him at the gas station.
Doc was asking about you tonight. Saw him at the gas station.
i am sorry...If I am making you sad....I dont know what to say anymore....Since you left I feel like part of me is gone..i really hate it but its the truth...Everything i think has to do with you...maybe I was hoping that would stop...But I have been doing it for so long and probabbly do it for the rest of my life...i am not the...
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