cutnhalf

Dont even know what to write anymore..Dont even know if anyone will read it....But here goes...brief update on my life....Lost my job...Taking 0 meds...lost 45 pounds.....smoking lots of weed..up to a pack and a half a day...Drunk 4 times in the past two weeks....Shrooms will be taken friday night....dont sleep....when i do all i dream of is meg...The rate im going I hope to be gone before valentines day!...Off to watch Donnie Darko....

Its time....
Time to go
No use left for me
dont know why I stuck around these last years
I am no use or help to anyone
The people I love the most dont even want me around anymore
I dont blame them