Listening to Story Of The Year driving around lonely and crying....I have lost all taste for life....I am going through it numb....Seth took my knives out of my car....I wish someone would just cut my heart out for me...You ask me to say things like that...You ask me to not hurt myself...I dont know what to do because I feel like my life has been ripped away...I do want to die...Now its just a question is it gonna be slow or fast....One last Christmas act like I have been acting so well for the past couple of days for my family...Then I am done...Dont want to see the new year...Well off to family bond for the next couple of days....
"I bleeed my heart for you"
3 Things I have not done in days:
Slept
Eaten(verything I have eaten I have puked up later)
Taken my meds
Thought spending the weekend with the fam would make me feel better
I feel worse
I dont want to write the thoughts in my head!
i dont want to feel anything anymore!
"I bleeed my heart for you"
3 Things I have not done in days:
Slept
Eaten(verything I have eaten I have puked up later)
Taken my meds
Thought spending the weekend with the fam would make me feel better
I feel worse
I dont want to write the thoughts in my head!
i dont want to feel anything anymore!
paleenchantress:
just stopping by to say "hello" 