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Ok so I am back....And I believe I owe people an explanation for my sudden dissapearance.....Okay I have to say it was mostly embarassment....I WAS at the SG cabaret show. And I eneded up having the worst panic attack ever and I dont know why.....Well it was mostly because i was so nervous about meeting people....I am a very shy person....The worst part is I really wanted to talk to people like paleenchantress....and the most awful thing was my favorite SG Alexis was there...and i could not even open my mouth to say a fuckin thing to her, even when she was standing right next to me....long story short spent the night in the corner of the club shaking...Even after my friend Duncan came up to me and told me to relax I could 'nt...So anyway the show was great you all looked hot...and I hope it happens I again...so I can have a second chance at meeting everyone....So sorry to everyone I may have let down.......On to happier news there is a new SG member who is very speacil to me.....Lucie_Gemma that is in fact my beautiful girlfriend...who also loved the cabaret show....all of you will be able to see how beatiful she really is as soon as we get some pics up......And yes that means there will also be pics of my sex ass..... ......That is all I guess for now....Oh one more thing if any of you ever get a chance to see the Roots...do it...even if you dont like hip hop.....It was mindblowing....I'll leave this quote for all of "The circus is officially no longer the greatest show on earth!" - my friend Brian turned and said that to me in the middle of the SG cabaret show....Nice work Bailey