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Damn Its not even a full two weeks into may and its already too fucked up. my relationship is slowly going downhill... How can such a negative person(she) and such a positive person(me) last?.... This sux am i in this for the right reasons? Does she make me happy or do I just think she does?Its is starting to get to the point where the bad times outway the good...and usually that would be it for me, but the fact that her family is so against us is putting a strain on us...And causing a lot of the bad times. this blows!On top of this she gets a call at 10:15 last night her mom telling her that her 19 year old little brother took a whole bottle of pills...and ODed....MAYBE YOU SHOULD HAVE STAYED WITH YOUR MANIC DPRESSIVE SON WHO WAS DISTRAUGHT AFTER HIS THERAPIST APPOINTMENT.... RATHER THAN GOING TO FUCKING PRAYER GROUP!Wow sorry.....On top of that tomorow is the one year aniversary of one of the hardest days of my life! Have I mentioned that this month sux...cant wait til NYC and Alkaline Trio next week!
And why the fuck do the Red sox love to torment me too. Dont even want to see the red sox movie....heard there is a scene with tim wakefiel at his locker after the last game of last season....just sobing and saying "im sorry"...Damn even the red sox are depressing me this month.

Rest.In.Peace
R.E.F.
5/12/03 - 5/12/04
"You will always be in my heart"