I'M BACK!...MORE TO COME SOON!
I missed this place a lot!
I missed this place a lot!
Was gonna make this a long happy entry. Bt i dont think I can right now. So instead it will be short and sad for me anyway!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Thats all
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Thats all
frost:
umm...who's birthday? 
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HERE HERE
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This is how i feel right now...... 
Can't say anymore...I'd give too much away!
Going back to my cold bed for another night of nightmares!
Sorry
Can't say anymore...I'd give too much away!
Going back to my cold bed for another night of nightmares!
Sorry
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Who wants to keep a secret? I thought misery loved company?
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a secret? I thought misery loved company?
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Okay I went to see Fever Pitch last night. I have never left a movie feeling so good before in my life. First, because I thought even though the story was very predictable(partly because it was a book first and had already been made into movie about an english soccer fan.) I thought they did a good job.The big reason I loved that movie though...
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tonkakatt:
one word??? hmmm, don't really know you...I'd say "interesting"
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bouncy!
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So time for an update:
The person who has kept me sane in this godforsaken place is moving away....It makes me sad...i dont even know what to say....I hat this evrytime i think things are getting better something bad happens!
The one thing that makes me smile is the friends i thought I had lost. It turns out i never lost them at all....Not only...
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The person who has kept me sane in this godforsaken place is moving away....It makes me sad...i dont even know what to say....I hat this evrytime i think things are getting better something bad happens!
The one thing that makes me smile is the friends i thought I had lost. It turns out i never lost them at all....Not only...
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xip:
Aww, at least you are being optimistic. Kudos 
I thought the most visceral and grabbing image from Sin City was Benicio del Toro, black-and-white, spitting up acid yellow urine from the toilet...ugh.
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I thought the most visceral and grabbing image from Sin City was Benicio del Toro, black-and-white, spitting up acid yellow urine from the toilet...ugh.
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Ok as I wirte this the sun is shining and i am listening to my Ipod mix....Have I mentioned how much I love my Ipod...I know I have but it is just so much fun to have when you are such a music junkie like me....Also it saves me from having a shitload of cds in my car.....And I have to say getting songs before...
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chanel:
When Hitchhikers comes out...oh man...the world will crumble....oooooooooo 
scarylitllemary:
U seem as if you're doing better and that makes me happy . Please keep in touch and let me know how things r going after my account expires.
. Please keep in touch and let me know how things r going after my account expires.Quick mini update:
Iam really fucking glad to be back on the site. I was letting the other person win and thats not happening anymore. You are deleted!
Sorry had to get that off my chest.
Ok a couple of quick things
1. The new Fillerbunny book is insane!(If you dont know who Fillerbunny is I feel bad for you.)
2. I am ver happy...
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Iam really fucking glad to be back on the site. I was letting the other person win and thats not happening anymore. You are deleted!
Sorry had to get that off my chest.
Ok a couple of quick things
1. The new Fillerbunny book is insane!(If you dont know who Fillerbunny is I feel bad for you.)
2. I am ver happy...
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chanel:
Dude...JV is my living hero. Id give my legs to meet him and for him to say something real witty to me.
So you like Catcher in the Rye too eh? I just re-read that book. again for the millionth time. I want to be Holden. One day.
hows le weekend?
So you like Catcher in the Rye too eh? I just re-read that book. again for the millionth time. I want to be Holden. One day.
hows le weekend?
scarylitllemary:
Hey babe,
Glad to hear you're doing better That's pretty exciting. Sorry to say that my account is going to runout on April 9th and I don't know if I'm going to pay for it. This past year was a gift from my ex and that's only reason I;ve had it. We can continue to talk if u'd like when my account expires. My email is skottlukass@yahoo.com. Hope u continue to do alright. Stay strong!
Scary little Mary
Glad to hear you're doing better
That's pretty exciting. Sorry to say that my account is going to runout on April 9th and I don't know if I'm going to pay for it. This past year was a gift from my ex and that's only reason I;ve had it. We can continue to talk if u'd like when my account expires. My email is skottlukass@yahoo.com. Hope u continue to do alright. Stay strong!
Scary little Mary
Sorry to all who have stopped by lately...I needed some time away from this site....Dont know how often i will be on...I did miss this place a lot though...Hope everyone is well....Even though I am still not...
FUCK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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tonkakatt:
fuckers!
frost:
where did you go??
Dear Lucie Gemma.
It Valentines Day and I am sitting here alone. I dont know what to say anymore.I never tried to control you or anything like that. I did everything you asked me to do. I sat there and waited for you when you wanted me to...So whatever do what youy want. But to answer your question:
John, what the fuck are you doing?...
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It Valentines Day and I am sitting here alone. I dont know what to say anymore.I never tried to control you or anything like that. I did everything you asked me to do. I sat there and waited for you when you wanted me to...So whatever do what youy want. But to answer your question:
John, what the fuck are you doing?...
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tomandhisjones:
What do you want me to say? That I regret my decision and I want you back? I'm sorry JV, but I don't. I realize my earlier behaviours were not very becoming, and yet somewhat vile, but, then I realized there was other people in the world beside my signficant other.
Alot of people matter to me, not just myself. I have the greatest friends in the world.
This was a decision I had to make, and I haven't regreted it once. I still do care about you JV, but I... There is no way I would jump into another relationship again. I don't want or like the drama bullshit.
I didn't delete you from my life, but if all I am going to see is what you have been putting on here then I don't want to talk to you. Rae, Rinny and Tinny are not very happy with you either. There is no reason to say all off this shit, because, and not to sound like the biggest bitch on the planet, but if you were going to do something, you wouldn't announce it to the fucking world.
I don't understand why you are doing this. I'm sorry I hurt you, but now, you are hurting me.
Come to work and get your shit from me. And I want everything back of mine. Shoes, clothes, photo album... everything... Come on friday.
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Alot of people matter to me, not just myself. I have the greatest friends in the world.
This was a decision I had to make, and I haven't regreted it once. I still do care about you JV, but I... There is no way I would jump into another relationship again. I don't want or like the drama bullshit.
I didn't delete you from my life, but if all I am going to see is what you have been putting on here then I don't want to talk to you. Rae, Rinny and Tinny are not very happy with you either. There is no reason to say all off this shit, because, and not to sound like the biggest bitch on the planet, but if you were going to do something, you wouldn't announce it to the fucking world.
I don't understand why you are doing this. I'm sorry I hurt you, but now, you are hurting me.
Come to work and get your shit from me. And I want everything back of mine. Shoes, clothes, photo album... everything... Come on friday.
[Edited on Feb 15, 2005 8:12AM]
Alright this is it...I have had it...You left me...Left like you said you would never do...Made so many fucking promises...Then just left....Hows things with your mom and your family...They should be good since the bad influence in your life is gone...But I dont think you getting slapped in the face is a good sign...I did everything for you...Gave you $1000, paid all your bills for...
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paleenchantress:
chin up swetie..i hope things get better
tomandhisjones:
What haven't I told anyone? That you backed me into corners and tried to control me? Had to know who I was with, what I was doing if you weren't there, which wasn't very often. I included you in all the plans with the friends, I introduced you to people. That's alot different than sitting in your house feeling bad for yourself. I'm sorry that I hurt you, but I never ment to. And it's bullshit that you think I am lieing to you, I'm not. I never have. I have nothing to lie about. I never talk to Jenn, or my mom about you. But yes, it has been better around here. I can sit at home for a night and be comfortable. It's a good change.
I'm sorry that I did hurt you, but it wasn't a fucking one way street on this. Everyday I come on here and read your entries, because I fucking care, but yet it's this shit. John, what the fuck are you doing? Over a fucking girl? There is no fucking reason you should've lost your job, you shouldn't be drinking all the time. How the fuck did I drive you to that?
I don't even know what to say to you.
I'm sorry that I did hurt you, but it wasn't a fucking one way street on this. Everyday I come on here and read your entries, because I fucking care, but yet it's this shit. John, what the fuck are you doing? Over a fucking girl? There is no fucking reason you should've lost your job, you shouldn't be drinking all the time. How the fuck did I drive you to that?
I don't even know what to say to you.
Dont even know what to write anymore..Dont even know if anyone will read it....But here goes...brief update on my life....Lost my job...Taking 0 meds...lost 45 pounds.....smoking lots of weed..up to a pack and a half a day...Drunk 4 times in the past two weeks....Shrooms will be taken friday night....dont sleep....when i do all i dream of is meg...The rate im going I hope to be...
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