Today was a day of many realizations....
#1--"he" might be going overseas for a while...when I found out, it kind of changed things. Screw all of this relationship crap, I just want him to be safe, alive, and come back home. (i wish I hadn't have found out. grrrrr regrets regrets)
#2--I care about "him" and want him to be happy. So...if I want him to be happy...why am I pushing things on him and making him unhappy? hmmmm
#3--I don't need answers to everything in life...eventually with time, the answers all come.
#4--I am a curious person...sometimes...in that curiosity, I push the boundaries and do things I really shouldn't...ie..being snoopy
Today was an awesome day...the first day I felt great about things in a while. Sometimes..talking things out really does help! Shocking!
Night Night
#1--"he" might be going overseas for a while...when I found out, it kind of changed things. Screw all of this relationship crap, I just want him to be safe, alive, and come back home. (i wish I hadn't have found out. grrrrr regrets regrets)
#2--I care about "him" and want him to be happy. So...if I want him to be happy...why am I pushing things on him and making him unhappy? hmmmm
#3--I don't need answers to everything in life...eventually with time, the answers all come.
#4--I am a curious person...sometimes...in that curiosity, I push the boundaries and do things I really shouldn't...ie..being snoopy
Today was an awesome day...the first day I felt great about things in a while. Sometimes..talking things out really does help! Shocking!
Night Night