cutiebee

Listening to my friends CD...she has this amazing voice! I love it!
Broke something in my foot...it hurts!
At least I will get something from the doc for it tomorrow. (hopefully)
No idea how I did it..other than I can't move part of my foot and i'm in complete pain!
Going to the brewery Friday after work..can't wait!

I hate it when you talk to me
And the way you cut your hair
I hate the way you drive your car
I hate it when you stare

I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind
I hate you so much it makes me sick
It even makes me rhyme

I hate the way you are always right...
Read More

What a great weekend. Yesterday I worked for 4 hours, talked to the guy at work and had this perma silly smile all day ... again!
Drank way too much last night 2 wine coolers. haha Yah I'm a lightweight. I was drunk after the 1st but couldn't stop! Went to bed early around midnight..lame yes.
Today I redid my room AGAIN...I didn't like the...
Read More

Went for a long lunch today with the guy at work.
I'm on cloud nine! He's too hot..exactly what I always liked in a guy. Tall, muscular, broad shoulders, killer smile, great eyes, oh yah...and awesome personality. I can't stop laughing when I'm around him!
Bought new tires for my car...turns out I needed all 4 blahhh
Then shopped and decided (spur of the moment)...
Read More

Hmmm I feel like... 'ing everyone today. It's a WONDERFUL day!
The guy at work I am into is so sweet. He helps me get over my moods.
I never hear how great I am so it's nice when he points out how attracted he is to me, not just my personality, but ALL of me.
All along, I've been wanting that type of attention...
Read More

I can't sleep...all I do is worry.
I have this hole inside that is empty.
Since last night when I went to bed, I've had this feeling that something bad is going to happen.
The media pisses me off, I think that has something to do with it. How could they let these pictures from the war out knowing the consequences of what can happen?...
Read More

Today was a day of many realizations....

#1--"he" might be going overseas for a while...when I found out, it kind of changed things. Screw all of this relationship crap, I just want him to be safe, alive, and come back home. (i wish I hadn't have found out. grrrrr regrets regrets)
#2--I care about "him" and want him to be happy. So...if I want him...
Read More

I can't let go...
I've been told I change my mind more than people change their underware. That's a lot..considering I change it 2x a day or so! Depending on my mood.
It's true. I change my mind a million times a day. One thing I know....I want him. This doesn't change.

Anyone know of any good clubs in St.Louis to hear some great live...
Read More

How many times am I going to let him stomp on my heart? I think men like to tear you apart...just my opinion.
So, I realized there is just no looking back. He's not worth it. No one is.
As long as all he wants is a hot young girl to look at, he'll be lonely. I can at least take comfort in that. But...
Read More

It's nice out today! YAY! Of course I have to work, but after that...sun!!!!!!!

Amazing...he won't talk to me. Only will message me! Coward. I asked what it is he wants to happen with us. His exact words. "I want you to be happy, I don't know what I want anymore"
There are no other words...that says it all. How can guys use such lame excuses for not just saying they want out?

Hmmm ... I'm today....can't snap out of it. I hate breaking up.
I was a wuss and emailed him that it was best if we go our seperate ways, since that is what I think he wants. He never replied...no call, no email, nothing. So I sit here...wondering what he is thinking.
I wonder if it's possible to go insane over a man. hmm
OK...
Read More