I've come to a very angry conclusion today.
I hate my family, extended family anyway, they are childish and rude and hyporcritical and need a lot of growing up.
Which is saying a lot for a woman in her mid 70's.
When I was young I was taught that tragedy brings people closer, I do still belive this to an extent. But now I have come to belive tragedy will also show you who a person really is.
My Great Uncle passed away on the weekend, and today I went to his memorial, only to see my dad being teased by his cousins and treated even worse by his 70 odd year old Aunt.
My dad is by no means perfect, he does have his problems, one of which is how he deals with grief.
But what I watched today was just ridicules, and if I hadn't been biting my tounge ever ever so hard I would have said what I really wanted and felt.
And now several hours after I am wishing I hadn't.
I am looking forward to getting an email from my aunt, just so I can tell her how immature she was being as well as to stay the fuck outta my life, and my dad's too for that matter.
Sorry about the very angry rant, but I feel asthough I will never forgive these people. And I have a good feeling that if my Uncle had heard any of it today he would tell them all to fuck off too.
I hate my family, extended family anyway, they are childish and rude and hyporcritical and need a lot of growing up.
Which is saying a lot for a woman in her mid 70's.
When I was young I was taught that tragedy brings people closer, I do still belive this to an extent. But now I have come to belive tragedy will also show you who a person really is.
My Great Uncle passed away on the weekend, and today I went to his memorial, only to see my dad being teased by his cousins and treated even worse by his 70 odd year old Aunt.
My dad is by no means perfect, he does have his problems, one of which is how he deals with grief.
But what I watched today was just ridicules, and if I hadn't been biting my tounge ever ever so hard I would have said what I really wanted and felt.
And now several hours after I am wishing I hadn't.
I am looking forward to getting an email from my aunt, just so I can tell her how immature she was being as well as to stay the fuck outta my life, and my dad's too for that matter.
Sorry about the very angry rant, but I feel asthough I will never forgive these people. And I have a good feeling that if my Uncle had heard any of it today he would tell them all to fuck off too.
zenfish:
You know my thoughts on it.