Well another 2am kinda morning... watching vh1 bubble gum pop where are they now kinda thing... whatever... kinda tipsy so it seems entertaining. So tired yet whenever i try to sleep i can't close my eyes... leads to really bad conscious dreaming... kinda scary... missing la never thought i would... but yet do i really miss la or just my kitty and my boy... my father tonight recently found out that my life will never be stable due to the career that i've chosen (dancer) well i guess he had to know at some point. But you know i will survive and i will have what i want in this world and be so much happier for chosing this path over the path of "normal" person cause i know i could not live with myself if i chose steady work (ie steady money) over love of what i do - ya know what i mean!!??? God i hate to admit it but i'm a fucking dancer in my soul (ok maybe that's kinda cheesy but true) fuck it i'm an artist god damn it... i am more than a dancer... my skills go beyond that... anyway love you kids feels like i'm talking to people even though i'm just typing... kisses...and sweet dreams
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Ps. I'm not looking for love, I want to shake things up. I'm getting tired of people typing the same posts over and over again. I've been pretty quiet and calm, which isn't me. I'm actually a little off my rocker!