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Spent all day at IKEA
I don't feel any happier
Today
So you got out and meet people you know from afar.
Work email, Facebook, Twitter, etc
You are not there, but you want to be. Your head is away, far away, where you don't have to create a version of yourself that familiar strangers will like
You are who they see, the one you brought to this get together
And then you get back home...
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Unless you reach out first, nothing ever happens.
No new message on Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, Snapchat, etc.
You don't exist unless you remind people that you do.
You are someone, somewhere, but never close.
What ever you do, you never wins.
A rock in a pond that sinks without a ripple.
You go unnotice, alone, building a social network.
At the center of it all,...
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A girl I knew a lifetime ago teased me on Snapchat yesterday ... and it made me feel young, alive, horny and good.
It's the little things they say. The little things.
Booked myself in a hotel in Boston for the week-end.
The cold here in Montreal is too depressing, need a chanhge of air.
Who knows, maybe I'll catch some of that Irish Luck.
Who knows.
And I still hate this day, even after a good year.
Hate the fact that I don't have a family party to go to.
Hate the fact that I can't stand the idea of going to a party in a family that is not mine, because I become anxious, and sad, and envious in a way I can't really illustrate.
Hate the fact that this...
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zely:
:(.... va dans le vieux port ya un party !
I tried something new this year -- I let a girl introduced me to her folks on christmas.
Long story short, I really don't like christmas parties all that much. We had family issues when I was young and gift giving was never really in the picture, so, basically, ever since I live on my own in Montreal, I've been spending Christmas on my own...
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zely:
hey les nerfs ! Ça va aller ! elle va comprendre (jespere) faut juste lui expliquer qui a du monde moins chanceux dans la vie et que c'est dur de changer qui on est apres si longtemps ! lache pas ! jsuis contente de savoir que tu netais pas seul :)
Over the last couple of weeks, a girl came into my life - maybe to stick around.
It's easy to forget how sweetness feels like.
When you're alone, over the years, nothing is sweet anymore. Everything's bitter. Disapointing.
Kindness, as a stranger, never comes without a tiring effort.
With someone in my life, sort of, I have to remember to smile once in a while....
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