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ok well try soon

ya i was fucked for awhile and it was very frustrating. i am on some new pillz on top of the old stuff, and they seem to be working, but i was trying hard to pull myself out of it on my own, too. i am just now having a tough time with my parents and everything. we are all so stressed it's not the greatest envioronment to be in. yesterday i had another breakdown and thought i might need to go to the hospital as an inpatient for awhile but me nmy dad got me calmed down enough. in all of this it is really difficult to deal with scfhool and i am lonely without a social life. it saddens me, too, that you say you aren't doing so great and i hope that doesn't mean what i think it means... keep tough and i'll keep tough. tty soon. we are on summer time this weekend so it's all good. the sun will be back soon