curss

I have so many friends in some form of turmoil or another right now...I find I'm spreading myself dangerously thin sometimes...trying to be their support system...but it's exhausting me...I just really want to get thru xmas and new years peacefully...this is the time of the year when my ghosts come back to haunt me with guns blazin...on one hand helping my friends is a great distraction...but on the other...it leaves me with very little left over to help myself...I had the WORST fuckin talk with my cheap prick of a boss...it left me cold hearing what he thought after working for him for all these years...and now the holidays are approaching fast...I'll be glad when it's over...xmas is for children and lovers anyways...there's no room for the solo act around this time of the year...