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always so full of questions these days...i wouldn't sweat VDay. many more friends coming out of the woodwork now, and he'll learn (is learning) to be less mouthy. he does good stuff too, but really who is going to bitch about the good stuff hahaha. he wants to build me a greenhouse and put my butterflies and fireflies in it. he actually has the greenhouse diassembled. we aren't quite sure of the dimensions yet but we're exploring the possiblity that nihly might have her own lil' space in the backyard for reading in the winter when she's blue from S.A.D. I believe he'll even catch each firefly himself. if he actually paid attention to my writings then he'd realize this is a pretty outlandish idea. but he is tryin to be sweet. always trying. nite hun.

stop stressing, we would all slam our bodies together in hopes our souls would collide if we thought we could be less lonely, because no one in the world wishes to be totally alone. but since that's not how it's done, the stabs in the dark with words are all we have. and sometimes we miss. it hurts to throw yourself out there and not be recieved. but just keep on being you and eventually someone will catch you and perhaps you'll have that soul collision we're all hoping for. there. now bind that up in your nihl's novels collection for this evening. and mark it down in the "hope" chapter. it's a good thing to have with you always.

ps: someone unfamiliar to me has beat me at posting damn!

don't be a stranger for too too long please. like you would leave kissy faces haha