curss

So I drank way too much Thursday nite with some co-workers and skipped work on Friday...now they're gonna assume that it was simply because I was hung-over and I just didn't feel like going in...which is fine because I'd rather they think that then know the real reasons why I played hooky...but it sucks because I go so long these days behaving myself around booze...and then in one nite I drink myself into a walking blackout mode...and have to start from scratch again...it makes me soooooo fuckin angry...