curmudgeon

dang, i 've been in this really weird funk latley. i know i need to change something, but i'm not sure what. i started working out about 2 months ago to cut down on the belly and it makes me feel good, but i don't know if that's it. could it be the winter blahs? am i finally getting lonely? hell, i don't know. it seems like all i ever do is go to work, school, the pub. i want to start playing again. i play my drums by myself, but what fun is that? it's kind of like jerking off, it relieves the tension a little, but doesn't really satisfy the urge. bah, enough of me being emo. i have to get ready for work. 8 hours tonight, 16 tomorrow and then 16 the day after that. i'm turning into my old man.