Bad Bad day.
I dont know why, but today sucked...like, I know what happened, but i dont know why it happened all of a sudden. The weekend was amazing. I went home, Saw my girlfriend (she lives back in my hometown), had a bitchin good time. Then i get back here, in carbondale, about 10:30 last night....did some piddling around here, went to bed, and woke up at 11 this morning...now, one must remember, my classes start at 10. I missed my poetry class, and my first philosophy class. I hate it becasue I love those classes, and i had to miss alot due to sickness last week. anyway, i went to my 2 o clock class and when i got there, and got out of my car, my car alarm went off...I didnt even know i ahd a car alarm. Bah...then it rained all day...so i had to walk from the free parking (in the middle of butt fucking egypt) to class and back in the rain. I tried to schedual classes for next semester..the liberal arts office had a 3 hour waiting list....and they closed in 2 hours. Then i went to the library to see if they got the book i ordered on interlibrary loan yet...nope. Walked back to my car in teh rain, got back to my apartment, and my alarm went off again. Now for the "i'm already pissed and you gloating only pisses me off more" part of the day. My room mate just got a new computer, a lap top, when he has a computer that can kick almost any other computers ass....but he wanted to be able to sit in the living room and be on the computer.....bah...pisses me off, and he woudnt shut up about it. (a little back ground on my room mate: I;ve known him since kindergarden, so 15 or 16 years now, he used to be a photography major and play bass...since he has been with this girl, alot has changed..given they have been together alot..now he dropped his photo major, sold all his equipment except his camera, and is getting ready to sell his Heartke.....a fucking hartke....god damn. and he worked as a manager at walgreens over the summer, but now we are back at school and he is no longer a manager, but he still wears the vest and name tag, and acts like one....still gets payed fucking managmnet wages (double mine) and thinks hes top shit...i guess thats how he shoudl feel, he does want to work there the rest of his life. and now more on the girl hes with..shes making him buy her a 3000 dollar ring...he only has 2000 in savings..and he jsut bought a computer...i dont understand...i guess becasue i am to poor to understand. bleh) anyway, so he was gloating, so i went for a wlak since it stopped raining...i was wrong, the rain came back once i got about 20 minutes from my apartment. Fuckin a.
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later: Ok, its later, i'm in a lsightly better mood, maybe becasue ihave smoked anough cigarettes to give myself mild nicotine poisoning, but none the less, a better mood. So how is every body doing tonight? I still have a shit load of homework. I should get to that, but somehow, the great depression doesnt excite me like it used to. Over the lips and through the gums, look out stomach, here she comes.
"if you think you need your brain tho think, its only becasue you were raised to think that way" -Rene Descartes, Cartesian thesis
I dont know why, but today sucked...like, I know what happened, but i dont know why it happened all of a sudden. The weekend was amazing. I went home, Saw my girlfriend (she lives back in my hometown), had a bitchin good time. Then i get back here, in carbondale, about 10:30 last night....did some piddling around here, went to bed, and woke up at 11 this morning...now, one must remember, my classes start at 10. I missed my poetry class, and my first philosophy class. I hate it becasue I love those classes, and i had to miss alot due to sickness last week. anyway, i went to my 2 o clock class and when i got there, and got out of my car, my car alarm went off...I didnt even know i ahd a car alarm. Bah...then it rained all day...so i had to walk from the free parking (in the middle of butt fucking egypt) to class and back in the rain. I tried to schedual classes for next semester..the liberal arts office had a 3 hour waiting list....and they closed in 2 hours. Then i went to the library to see if they got the book i ordered on interlibrary loan yet...nope. Walked back to my car in teh rain, got back to my apartment, and my alarm went off again. Now for the "i'm already pissed and you gloating only pisses me off more" part of the day. My room mate just got a new computer, a lap top, when he has a computer that can kick almost any other computers ass....but he wanted to be able to sit in the living room and be on the computer.....bah...pisses me off, and he woudnt shut up about it. (a little back ground on my room mate: I;ve known him since kindergarden, so 15 or 16 years now, he used to be a photography major and play bass...since he has been with this girl, alot has changed..given they have been together alot..now he dropped his photo major, sold all his equipment except his camera, and is getting ready to sell his Heartke.....a fucking hartke....god damn. and he worked as a manager at walgreens over the summer, but now we are back at school and he is no longer a manager, but he still wears the vest and name tag, and acts like one....still gets payed fucking managmnet wages (double mine) and thinks hes top shit...i guess thats how he shoudl feel, he does want to work there the rest of his life. and now more on the girl hes with..shes making him buy her a 3000 dollar ring...he only has 2000 in savings..and he jsut bought a computer...i dont understand...i guess becasue i am to poor to understand. bleh) anyway, so he was gloating, so i went for a wlak since it stopped raining...i was wrong, the rain came back once i got about 20 minutes from my apartment. Fuckin a.
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later: Ok, its later, i'm in a lsightly better mood, maybe becasue ihave smoked anough cigarettes to give myself mild nicotine poisoning, but none the less, a better mood. So how is every body doing tonight? I still have a shit load of homework. I should get to that, but somehow, the great depression doesnt excite me like it used to. Over the lips and through the gums, look out stomach, here she comes.
"if you think you need your brain tho think, its only becasue you were raised to think that way" -Rene Descartes, Cartesian thesis
That reminds me of a passage in my favorite book of all time, Jitterbug Perfume, where Algbor the Great sings the world is round-o round-o over and over
Your day sounded terrible. But I had to chuckle when you said your car alarm went off and you didnt even know you had one (sorry!). So your roomies woman wants a $3000.00 ring eh? Thats pretty freakin expensive. Imagine all the places they could go with that moneyIf I was her I would get a simple cheap ring and tell him to take me to Italyand then spend a romantic week drinking wineand eating yummy pasta.but thats just me
Ummmpasta im hungry now.....