cureelise

hey my lil cuties- tonight was relaxing. took a nice bath - tryed out my new skin milk foam bath. I was surrounded by tons of bubbles that left my skin nice and soft. had to take a quick shower afterwards to get all the extra bubbles off also to wash the conditioner out of my hair. I've been using Biolage Ultra-Hydrating Balm lately and my hair has been feeling really soft and my curls seem to love it. after my bath I dried off and used some lavender baby oil gel on my arms n legs. I love the way that smells. then made me a cup of chamomile tea with milk n honey. kinda wish I was in a beach front house in a bathroom with a huge jacuzzi tub that is in front of a huge window that faces the ocean. it would be a rainy night and the windows would be open so I could hear the rain and the waves crashing. the bathroom would have a fireplace so on cold fall or winter nights I could soak in the tub then lie on a rug to dry off in front of it. this is making miss the beach and all the summers I spent at it. can't wait till my folks rent the beach house this summer. I plan to spend as much time relaxing on the beach as possible and the rest of the time in the waves. sometimes I think I'm part mermaid. once u get me into the water it's hard to get me back out. one of my old best friends and I use to fill up his tub with lots of bubbles , oils and whatever else we could find that smelled good, roll a j , then sit in there and talk till our skin was all pruned. we'd talk about whatever was on our mind or came to our mind. it was nice. he was one of those kind of friends that I could share a bed nakkie with or walk around his house nakkie and nothing would happen . it was just something normal for us . seeing each other in the nude and sex not being the first thing to pop into our mind.

all this bath n water talk has made me think of one of my fav. janes addiction songs
wish I was ocean size
they cannot move you
no one tries
no one pulls you
out from your hole
like a tooth aching a jawbone
I was made with a heart of stone
to be broken
with one hard blow
we seen the ocean
brake on the shore
come together with no harm done
It ain't easy living...
I want to be
as deep
as the ocean
mother ocean
some people tell me
home is in the sky
in the sky lives a spy
I want to be more like the ocean
no talking
all action....
no talking
all action....


fact about moi- I spent most of my summers lying in the sun and playing in the surf . Long Beach Island aka LBI was my home away from home. my aunt may she RIP lived 5 houses down from the beach . her house is now my cousins and we usually stop by while we're down there.

question for u- what do u do to relax-