cupkake

oh man, this shit drives me nuts. ive gotten really good at ignoring him lately, but for some reason tonight its really getting to me! i kinda just want to end it and be done, but at the same time im still trying to hold on to the idea that once i move out it could get better. i still have a lot of feelings...
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im alive! ive been sick since Monday, but im finally feeling better. sucks i have to go back to work though. i got sick taking care of Simon, so ive had someone to hang out with this whole time. and thank god for movie channels on satellite! so a three day work week isnt so bad i guess. plus i think we might just be...
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so i kicked ass today! i did 6 loads of laundry and cleaned up my room. its almost done, but after 5 hrs of cleaning, i had to throw in the towel. well, not really 5 hrs. i also decorated pots and planted seeds in them, and drew on one of my old pictures. it looks kinda cool. its a picture i took of clouds...
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so doing a bit better now. i tryed yoga for the first time yesterday, and i think im hooked! i still feel more relaxed. last night si went out drinking again, and i had to go pick him up at one in the morning, and i wasnt even that mad. well, maybe a bit, but i stayed pretty calm about it.

ooh! and i finally...
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alright, bitchfest time! why the fuck do men feel more manly when they talk down to u!? i know he doesnt mean it, but everytime we're around other people, he instistes on treating me like crap. i gets to me after a while. or maybe its just cause i had a horribly crappy day! whatever, i want some pot!

so no working with elizabeth falkner for me! they changed things around a bit so shes not coming to the lodge anymore. poop! but there will be lots of great chefs all over, and itll be so great to work with them all. i just hope they arent all stupid and bitchy, but i guess itll be a good learning experience no matter what!

things...
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i hate the dentist! i just went today, and it was not fun! i've never really gotten nervous like that before. they filled 6 cavities and did the deep cleaning on half my mouth. and i get to go back next week! goody. i was actually shaking a bit when i was trying to fill out paperwork. i was a little high, so maybe that...
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Cupkake- Waiting Around *edited*

I hope u all like my set! Lemme know what you think! I had so much fun shooting it with Glennsweet

so vegas was cool. uneventful, but i had fun. we got in and grabbed a couple drinks before catching a show. we went to the crazy horse. i liked it a lot. then we wandered through the casino a bit before heading back to the room to drop off some stuff. simon was drunk and passed out. i set the alarm for 20 min so...
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im so done being sick! it all started last monday, just a cold. it wasnt nething crazy, just ur average headcold. then tuesday night i got so much worse! i got bodyaches, and i couldnt stop shivering. i woke up yesterday morning to the worst headache ive ever had. it sucked. i couldnt do nething, couldnt move my eyes, light and noise were the devil!...
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so my set is up in hopefuls. its all out of order and unedited, but im hoping ill be able to fix it up a bit soon. thanks so much for all of your wonderful comments, its a big ego boost! lol