cupcakes

i lost my best friend today
not to death
or anything really
he messaged me out of nowhere and started spouting off this crazy bullshit
and i have no idea where it came from
but apparently people changes and we can't be friends anymore
and i'm selfish and my life is perfect and his life sucks and i don't care about him anymore

i have no fucking idea
i feel like i'm living in bizarro world right now
andrew meant everything to me. ihave so many goo dmemories of us in high school and how much fun we had together
he was my best friend
he wa wsmy only friend and now he cant be my friend anymore
and i don't even know why
there's not even a fucking god damn reason

what the fuck?

he was going to be my maid of honor
in a dress and everything (well)
and now there is an empty space in my wedding party and my heart

well...i'll fucking miss you brillo