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So today at work the most disgusting thing happened while I was on stage. This dude pulls out his ATM card and reaches to swipe it on my vag. shocked
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cuntjuice:
I wanted to kick him in the face I REALLY REALLY REALLY wanted to D':
newdavinci:
You could have said it was part of your show (the face kicking).
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So, Friday night I did my tryouts for Club Skin and what I heard was that Celeste, the girl who runs a majority of it, said that I was born to do this type of dancing and so I got the job on the spot. :]
It wasn't at all as bad as I thought it would be and I hardly got scared up there...
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ryangela:
congrats! Your gonna be rolling in the dough now, literally!
minecreeper:
MSI is the shit
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've decided that I'm just not making enough to support myself at this temp assed job at Sprint. So, I'm going to be working [hopefully] as an exotic dancer at Club Skin. To answer some questions, YES I've wanted this for longer than you've known. This isn't an implusive idea, and I did a lot of talking with the boss...
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nothinghere:
You're neat.
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Amazing. I got kicked out for good.
I'm living with a friend :| But according to me, I'm at ground 0 right now.
bloodhigh:
aww honey thats awful
well if you ever feel like moving from MO to OK you have an open bed here wink
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Heh, I got a stalker.

In other news, this weekend was quite eventful. Gretchen and I spent the majority of the time looking for places to live and we found some very nice ones! We stayed up for 24 hours, which is no sleep. I believe I will never again do that to myself. I was such a zombie. I thought that I was going...
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cassaster:
I would cheer you on and say a stalker is flattering, but now that I have one myself it's just not as funny anymore...y'know?
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It's only been a million years since I was here. shocked I'm back now.

Things that have happened:

- Lee came back and has apologized for being an ass about certain things.
- We're going to do couple's counseling.
- At this point, I'm trying to look for places to move to, because I'm more than sick of living at home.
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I will regain myself again. Whoever I really am. For 4 years the only thing I knew was life with him. Nothing else. And now that I am freed [which I don't think is exactly the word I think is appropriate but eh..] of this, I'm at a loss of what I should do with myself.

Does this mean I really wasn't...
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alix:
paraphrasing what JKrout said (in some sweeter words):
'the idea is to remain in a state of constant departure while always arriving. saves on introductions and good-byes'
(from waking life)

thoughts linger... remember to put yourself first, follow your impulse decisions, you'll find yourself content, not angry.
firemonkey:
I felt pretty much exactly the same way after splitting with my ex. It was like my life had no real context without her. 4 years for me too, although I've now been apart from her for 7 months.
Haven't spoken on the phone, exchanged maybe 4 text messages and one e-mail. Had one chance meeting for 3 minutes in a shop, I left shaking, she burst into tears. Horrible, but it's been the best way. Complete break away. I really felt like I was doing something bad for ages, I mean, she was my best friend, my lover, my confidant, then, one conversation later, all gone. It wasn't even a harsh split, her choice though.
But, onto the more positive side. 7 months down the line, I've regained 'my' life, doing everything for myself. I eat what I want to eat, I drink what I want to drink, I go where I want to go. Be selfish for a bit. For more than a bit. If you want to do it, just do it. You've got to do things for you and no one else.
I think you're being too harsh on yourself. Not being funny, but you're still young and you've had 4 years with someone. I turned 29 last year and 4 years is the longest I've been with anyone. If anyone's got to worry about being capable of something wonderful, I'm in a much shakier position than you smile
Anyway, saw you on JKrout's friends list, read your blog, and had to post, hope you don't mind me sharing my views.
Stay well,
Dan
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I thought it was enough to say my feet smelt.
And now my hands literally smell of cuntjuice.

:]

In other news, how is everyone?
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jkrout:
I must say, reading your blog just made my day. Haha. You's a silly gal. =P It's good that your feet don't stink anymore though, having smelly feet sucks...well, if it was the kind where you can smell them without getting close and sniffing. O.o SO! I am getting a car tomorrow! 97 Nissan Maxima. Not new or anything, but it will be to me. It's nice lookin and hopefully *crosses fingers* it won't pull a POS move like my Jetta did. =( How was your day lovely?
nothinghere:
That's a great story I can't wait for the sequelsmile
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Ugh.



My feet fucking stink.

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grady31:
True.........but screw it.............I'll get rest when I'm dead...... biggrin
grady31:
Better now... biggrin
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So, I joined a gym. And it cost me like, a shit ton of money but I think in the long run it will be worth it.

I went over to Lee's last night to get my venus razor. He looked like a train wreck. And well, I was thinking he wouldn't look so down, that he would be happier. I wasn't...
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