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Goddamn thing saved twice, and I have no clue how to delete an entry. However, I DO know how to write something else in it.

Like this.

My burps taste like tempura carrots.
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I made a chocolate bundt cake and whipped up a batch of yummy mocha butter icing for it. It looks lovely and I wish that I had a digital camera that way I could show everybody my Susie-motherfucking-Homemaker project of the day. I haven't tasted it yet, since it's Matt's birthday cake and he's not off of work yet.

Tommy made me lunch today, which...
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agnosticf:
hehe, sry, no joke.

sometimes my school-english is not good enough. then i use this translator..

10. in this point i was late... i was 23 and i've taken an appartement with my girlfriend (now ex... god bless)

11. i lived on the street for 2 month. this was the hardest time i've ever had.

12. in this case (clothes for example), i'm a bit like a woman.. it must fit to my mood...
i know, it's no color, but i like black

13. i love to cook !

14. i don't really like earrings in my ears.. maybe because i don't like my ears.

15. i heart my visions (vision street wear) biggrin

18. i love squirrels, geckos and snakes.

19. sweet, i've forgot them in 18. .

27. i hate messengers... i prefer skype or teamspeak.

30. my first experiences were: netherlands and berlin (before 1989 it was a good adventure!)

32. s.o.d. and old d.r.i. ... *sigh*

33. i don't really like anime... heavy metal fakk 2 and titan ae were good movies.

34. 5-6 ...

35. i've got too much scars... but not the normal ones...

36. not enough space here for my drug- experiences.

40. i got my highschool- exam when i was 33. when i was young, i had no fun in learning. but see nr. 36. .

41. i spent 3 years in therapy (not in one piece) during the 16 years of my addiction.
i don't wanna miss this experience and the wonderful time.

42. i drink one cup of coffee in the morning.

43. i hate most of my tattoos, i was young and stupid when they were made.

45. i designed my mothers living- room 1,5 years before she died last year. she didn't like my tattoos really, but she accepted them.

my mom was a real suicidegirl, i think. i miss her...
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i'm tired from work, but i like it when i have no problem to pay my (our) bills. it makes me happy to be without debts, cause it's very importand for me to be my own friend.

currently playing: anthrax- greater of two evils (cd)

ok, i hope you can handle the informations and it doesn't disturbs you in any way. wink

/hug
Frank

[Edited on May 30, 2005 6:33PM]
doll_:
why are you so hillarious.
why havent i seen you untill now.
thanks for stoppin by
im gonna go make my own random 50 list now.
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I'm very happy today. I got the CD burner to work, so I made myself a chick rock compilation CD. I didn't add any Archenemy, though, because I can't remember which album it was that had the female vocalist. So, rather than wading through random downloads, I ommitted it. So, here's the tracks:

Bif Naked - Twitch
Bif Naked - Moment of Weakness
Bif Naked...
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agnosticf:
hi sweetie kiss

arch enemy : Dead Eyes See No Future EP (2004)

Line-up:
Michael Amott [guitars]
Christopher Amott [guitars]
Angela Gossow [vocals]
Daniel Erlandsson [drums]
Sharlee D'Angelo [bass]



try this: The Tangled Lines - "One step away" (on www.myspace.com)
real hard stuff, very very nice, i adore them

also my girlie- favourites: holy moses, L7, slunt, Juliette Lewis and the licks, evanescence, within temptation

girls doin' hard music makes me hot blush

thanks for sharing your playlist /hug

have a nice weekend

yours,
Frank

edited to edit with: walls of jericho wink

[Edited on May 29, 2005 10:28AM]
illstabyou:
That list just doesn't seem complete without Bikini Kill in it. Seriously. smile
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Friday ... and nothing to do. Well, at least, nothing planned. Perhaps later in the day, something will come up.

I desperately need to find somebody with a scanner. I've drawn a few things that I'm especially proud of, and would like to show them off. Pleh.

I haven't written any poetry as of late. I hate it when this happens. It seems to...
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paint:
Thank for reading my journal. I dont understand what you ment about the smile?
Hope to see you stuff soon. i need to put some stuff up too. Have a good night.
in_progress:
How did you like Star Wars? I thought it was good. Left me wanting more though...
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I just don't understand why I can't get out of this rut. Why I'm even in it in the first place. I'm so bored with everything, it's all so dull to me. My everyday life is really ... bland. I feel really bland. It's not just that I'm bored with my surroundings and my activities, it seems that I'm bored with me. I look...
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genghiskhan:
don't I effin know it! if you have an AIM screenname or something like that we could talk on there instead of filling up each other's journals. mine is genghiskhan13 if you wanna talk
gut666:
thinking that you have a fdays to live certainly helps put things in perspective
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I went to Redwood City and got my phone turned back on today. Yayness. My phone had been back on for only a half an hour, yet it was already being blown up by so many calls. Mostly from Ash and my mom, though. I don't think it will be on for much longer, however, because I'm not sure if it counted as this month...
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It's been awhile since I had internet access, subsequently it's been awhile since I've updated my journal.

I suppose that nothing of any real importance has happened. That is usually how it goes. I continue to sleep badly and chain smoke.

I had to get out of the house today. It's been driving me crazy. I usually just sit in my room and read for...
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illstabyou:
Isn't it terrible when you don't have internet access? It just feels like you've lost touch with the world.
agnosticf:
i'm sure it will help you wink

in my second school- time it was very funny, cause i was the grandpa of the class. the other students were 10 or more years younger...

i spent my energy to be the best male in class. it was a nice work, and of course, i was the best male biggrin

i'm a damn perfectionist, but i can handle it.

L.A. is a dream...
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Well, my afternoon consisted of going over to Lally house and falling asleep on the couch and then being woken up by noisy Revenge of the Sith battles on Xbox. Needless to say, I became very irritable because you can play the damn game with the volume off since ALL conversations between the characters are subtitled. So, I went and sat in the backyard with...
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quasi_sean:
i remember AA meetings...I met some of teh most amazing people ever there. Good luck with your journey, and thank you. smile
agnosticf:
hi cultchlyde smile

just wanna say "hi", i'm always interested in meet ppl who don't do drugs with many of my experiences.
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I've done essentially nothing all day. My great accomlishmnts of the day include:
Updating my wishlist (it had a bunch of 2g stuff)
Making coffee
Consuming coffee
Writing a free-flow poem
Folding up my bedding


I haven't even showered yet. Since I haven't been getting too many hour at the hauling company recently, I'm starting my caregiver job over in the East Bay. Ashley has...
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paint:

What a day! Work sucks dosent it?
Ok well talk to you later. wink
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Nothing much today. I went over to Lally house and cooked dinner for Jimmy, Matt, and I. I made coconut shrimp with spiced rice. It was really yummy, especially considering I didn't have a recipe on hand, didn't have the spices I needed, and didn't have a measuring cup. Everyone was like "mmm, this is good!" But maybe that is only because they are a...
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illstabyou:

I'm out of cigarettes. I'm going to die.



There is so much irony in that sentence its great! smile