Yeah, I'm still alive; I just don't have the motivation to do much posting here, let alone anything else these days. But what I wanted to post is that after many years of fear/forgetfulness, I finally worked up the strength to email a psychiatrist about getting help for my depression/anxiety. No reply yet, but I was expecting to wait for a response anyway. I asked whether she accepted Medicare before I set up an appointment. This is huge for me as I have a big problem making contact with people. I'll post again as soon as everything's set up.