csilla

so im still here. im anxiously waiting for the day i come to the site and wont be able to get in lol.

vito said he might renew my subscription so we'll see. last time it was a vday gift...which is odd cause we were broken up, but i guess thats how we roll.

buffalo sucks right now, and im thinking of going back to the city for a while. or just sucking it up and going to a job placement agency here. i just dont want to work at like TGIFridays or something lol. but i feel like at this point no one will even look at me.

i think until march 1st im just gonna go get a bunch of books on special relativity and quantum physics and just read instead of stressing myself out with this crap. and then i can start fresh while being even smarter. hah