slept late today. not like i had anything to do except find a job. ugh. i still havent filled out the one application i got. and vito is still sleeping cause he is depressed. i cant get him up even though i know it will be better for him
its raining out. i love rain. it makes me happy. its supposed to rain tomorrow too. it always rains on my birthday. i am going to diner with my parents, sister, and vito tomorrow. that should be fun.
my mom made an appointment for a psychiatrist for me...except she made it for all of us. the whole family. i dont want to do family counceling. i have a hard enough time doing it by myself. plus i hate them so how can i talk about my problems with them while they are there?? dont they already know they ruined my life and nothing they can do now will fix that??
i hate people...
xoxo csilla
its raining out. i love rain. it makes me happy. its supposed to rain tomorrow too. it always rains on my birthday. i am going to diner with my parents, sister, and vito tomorrow. that should be fun.
my mom made an appointment for a psychiatrist for me...except she made it for all of us. the whole family. i dont want to do family counceling. i have a hard enough time doing it by myself. plus i hate them so how can i talk about my problems with them while they are there?? dont they already know they ruined my life and nothing they can do now will fix that??
i hate people...
xoxo csilla
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esp. since you are over 18.
If they somehow force you to go to the session, make your voice and opinion on it known right away. If it's a good therapist, he/she will do something about it. If not, refuse to talk. You don't have to do anything against your will.
Can you tell I've dealt with this before?
I WONDER WHO
it's someone in the room near you
so look all around you until you guess who
they're laughing and smiling...
my GOODNESS
its YOU!!!
happy birthday!
you're not a teen anymore, woohoo!!
xoxoxox