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so vito and i decided that we needed time apart. for how long, i dunno. it was such a disaster. and im hoping he will realize how much he misses me and needs me in his life. but maybe he wont. and i dont feel very good about that. this is the only situation in life that just always has me running in circles.

its the only thin that i just wont ever figure out. i just wish i didnt hurt so fucking bad. i have so many tests this week and that is all i can think about. ugh.