i saw WAITING again and just finished some late night dennys
i should be sleeping since im doing a special event - wedding at like six thirty am but my head aches and im just waiting for something postive to happen .. yah right
So relationship issues - or whatever u wanna so call it - the one i want - hes in a different place / and has personal issues with many different things right now - but hes also being a retard and shuttin himself down from those he cares about - so that is frustraition numb 1
frustration 2 - is the exgirl friend = love her to death as a person not nor i dont think i will ever be in love with her months later shes still claiming she loves me
frustration three - school
frustration four - time for a change in life
number 5 - Ive been on myspace since like oct 03 before it became such of a cult or an everybody is doing it site
so i started talking to someone in ny - awsome personality good times - he got a woman hooray for him he deserves to be happy - they break up lil over a year and half later - she basically told him to fuck off and broke his heart -
yah then its back to the call a friend thing - yah so he came here last month - for a cheer up trip - and its insane how much i talk to him on the phone - cus it just keeps me at peace and in a good state of mind - yah but its way to much - and the hint is already there not the right time for it so the wierdness finally hit BUMMER MAN always delivers
the last thing imma voice about is friends/ass/friends/crushes??
I think i have a 2 small lil puppy dog crushes on a couple of my friends - the likely hood - considering its me - slim to nothing at all so i should just get over them faster then anything
my heart is still taken
but as much as i say i wanna be alone
im sorta gettin tired of it
i dont want a lets fuck lets do shit type thing
blah - i got some random phone pics to post in a few days
and sponge bob in your face
anyone going to HIM at HOB onthe 3rd
i should be sleeping since im doing a special event - wedding at like six thirty am but my head aches and im just waiting for something postive to happen .. yah right
So relationship issues - or whatever u wanna so call it - the one i want - hes in a different place / and has personal issues with many different things right now - but hes also being a retard and shuttin himself down from those he cares about - so that is frustraition numb 1
frustration 2 - is the exgirl friend = love her to death as a person not nor i dont think i will ever be in love with her months later shes still claiming she loves me
frustration three - school
frustration four - time for a change in life
number 5 - Ive been on myspace since like oct 03 before it became such of a cult or an everybody is doing it site
so i started talking to someone in ny - awsome personality good times - he got a woman hooray for him he deserves to be happy - they break up lil over a year and half later - she basically told him to fuck off and broke his heart -
yah then its back to the call a friend thing - yah so he came here last month - for a cheer up trip - and its insane how much i talk to him on the phone - cus it just keeps me at peace and in a good state of mind - yah but its way to much - and the hint is already there not the right time for it so the wierdness finally hit BUMMER MAN always delivers
the last thing imma voice about is friends/ass/friends/crushes??
I think i have a 2 small lil puppy dog crushes on a couple of my friends - the likely hood - considering its me - slim to nothing at all so i should just get over them faster then anything
my heart is still taken
but as much as i say i wanna be alone
im sorta gettin tired of it
i dont want a lets fuck lets do shit type thing
blah - i got some random phone pics to post in a few days
and sponge bob in your face
anyone going to HIM at HOB onthe 3rd