Saturday Dec 10, 2005

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Life is flying by so fast i cant even blink...my life is full of crazy coincidences and im constently growing...my mind flows faster every second i cant even organize my thoughts or goals or feelings...im feeling deprived of love all the time...this void i feel i hate being treated like a toy so i just fleed...when is the right going to come...i have so far to go...there is so much unfolding now..can i keep up with this tangled web that weaves? where is the spiritual connection i pray will it find me in time before i become sour? this flower...the look of those eyes as my past comes to hunt me...trying to move forward but all these strings pulling me behind...how do i release myself where can i find it...bind it stick by it?
girthy:
You obviously misread that comment. I'm not ungrateful, and if you noticed, I wasn't talking shit about you, you shouldn't have taken it that way. Plus I do take your advice, but it's not always as easy as you make it sound.

I love you sis, didn't mean to piss you off.

I've been having a rough time lately and the fact that I don't have a car now really makes things fucking tough. Please don't be mad at me for this, not right now.
whodovoodoowedo:
Sounds like some of what is going on is a good thing. As long as you are constantly growing and your mind continues to move faster things are good. Once it slows down and you stop growing thats when things go bad, just remember to stop and "smell the Roses" from time to time. Take 5 minutes out of your evening to watch a sunset. Soon enough that void will be almost forgotten. Then next thing you know when you go back to look at that void, it may be filled.

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