crymson

Today is a VERY sad day for me.

You see a good friend of mine.........well She Killed herself.

Leaving behind a BEAUTIFUL 6 year old Daughter, an Ex Husband and a really nice Boyfriend.
We dont know why..... we only know she did......

I saw her and her boyfriend on saturday. she was at the March of dimes walkathon walking with her boyfriends company.

I just dont get it. She seemed fine on saturday.

This so sucks.

T.A. I will miss you and your friendship forever.

Dagnamet.. There is a Song by Reba that summed up how Im feeling right now.. but I cant imbed it here....
but here are the words.

If I had only known
It was the last walk in the rain
Id keep you out for hours in the storm
I would hold your hand
Like a life line to my heart
Underneath the thunder wed be warm
If I had only known
It was our last walk in the rain

If I had only known
Id never hear your voice again
Id memorize each thing you ever said
And on those lonely nights
I could think of them once more
Keep your words alive inside my head
If I had only known
Id never hear your voice again

You were the treasure in my hand
You were the one who always stood beside me
So unaware I foolishly believed
That you would always be there
But then there came a day
And I turned my head and you slipped away

If I had only known
It was my last night by your side
Id pray a miracle would stop the dawn
And when youd smile at me
I would look into your eyes
And make sure you know my love
For you goes on and on
If I had only known
If I had only known
The love I wouldve shown
If I had only known