Well, today is the first day of my life as the "OTHER dad" My EX came home from her trip to LA to visit her BF and they came home together. ( YES I DID know beforehand ) still hurts tho. 
As I left the house I turned around to see the 4 of them playing and such and I knew that I would only be that other dad from know on. Dont get me wrong I LOVE my two kids more then they know. they are my world. I have been a stay at home dad for the last 3 years. ( I hurt my back while working and have been on disability sence.) now THIS. we had been on the outs for a while now, but I kinda thought that we could have worked it out. now I know that, that will NEVER hapen. She and her new guy are great together. ( he IS a really nice guy DAMN HIM) I cant even get mad at him for being a jerk because he is NOT.
anyway........ I had to get this out. to work through it........ thanks for listening....... ( or reading accually .)
C.
As I left the house I turned around to see the 4 of them playing and such and I knew that I would only be that other dad from know on. Dont get me wrong I LOVE my two kids more then they know. they are my world. I have been a stay at home dad for the last 3 years. ( I hurt my back while working and have been on disability sence.) now THIS. we had been on the outs for a while now, but I kinda thought that we could have worked it out. now I know that, that will NEVER hapen. She and her new guy are great together. ( he IS a really nice guy DAMN HIM) I cant even get mad at him for being a jerk because he is NOT.
anyway........ I had to get this out. to work through it........ thanks for listening....... ( or reading accually .)
C.
that means a lot and you KNOW it.
C.