So, I picked up the special edition of the new Slipknot album today along with the re-release special edition of The Nightmare Before Christmas. Watched the latter, listened through the former. I should be in a good mood, but heartbreak still whispers my name in the wind. So as much as I wish I could quit smoking, a terrible habit I picked up a month ago from the breakup, I feel the need for the nicotine. I hate the taste, and I loathe the smell. However, I find myself still lighting it up just to ease the pain.