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Feeling better today. I've come to resignation to what has happened recently and how it's changed things forever. There's nothing more to do now, but move on. There are no more tears to cry, no more sorrows to dwell on. My heart still has a void, but it doesn't ache so much anymore. Goodbye Amy.

I called Amy and she's with Jesse. At first I thought it was Jessie Brennan, and was really happy for her. But it was another Jesse. I'm still happy I suppose, I always kinda figured they'd hook up at some point. I'm grateful that she found someone that can be good for her.
I just don't know how I feel, though. I want to be...
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Wow, this town's full of white supremists and "nigger haters". I found out the other day that I work with at least two of them. If there's one thing that pisses me off MORE than anything, it's intolerance. Now I'm positive I don't want to set roots down in this here town. A word to all you intolerant, stupid, pasty fucking Aryan Brothers: FUCK YOU...
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Finally, it's the weekend, I can sleep in a little. Tom's coming to visit tomorrow, which is awesome. I haven't seen him for at least six months. Holla!
My side window broke when I was rushing around a couple days ago. Today, it started acting up a bit. Boy, when they start fucking off and breaking up, it happens all at once.
I'm really looking...
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Worked two jobs today. I don't know how people do this and still have a life.
Met some guy that's close to my age at work and it turns out he's just down the street. It'd be nice to hang out with someone once in a while.
Bleh, still somewhat sick today. Bluh

Well, I'm feeling a bit better today, which is good because I'm starting a second job in construction. I'm glad I got the opportunity to do this. Construction companies in Cali don't take people without experience. I kept wondering, "How can I get that experience if nobody teaches me?" They pay better than anything else I've had and I like the idea of doing a...
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