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Saturday was fun. I almost lost my ticket to the Kottonmouth Kings show. It fell out of my pocket when we were being checked by security at the front door. When I found it, someone had spit on it. I started to wiped it off somewhere when one member of security yelled to move it. It wasn't clean when I handed it to the ticket...
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I'm going to my second concert ever. It's a Kottonmouth Kings show down in the Valley this Saturday. It'd be nice to get out and have some fun. I've been really down this last week and need something like this.

I can feel it welling up inside me, thinking I need to vommit, but it's that awful thing that takes me. I'm afraid of the next few days. I want to cry, but I want to rage.
I'm compulsive and can't control myself when I'm this down. Low. My mood hanging low and cold like fog.
I'm homesick, I have no social life outside of...
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I've been thinking of getting another tattoo. I'm not sure what yet. So far, the only ideas I have are a cross, my family name in old english, or perhaps a sleeve. If I go with the cross, I'll want Joe Drache to do it. He's got that gothic look that I find appealing. If it's one of the others, I may have Joe do...
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Internet's been out for a few days. I figured the server was down and my brother figured it was my fault. Turned out the router just needed to be restarted. Ha! Stick your foot in your mouth bro.
Called in sick today. I felt like I got kicked in the gut this morning. I'm better now, but it still sucks. Wonder what I ate.
I...
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yeah! I'm making friends! I'm not a total loser anymore, upgraded to loser 2.0 (struts around and dances like a white guy) Ah, much better.
Funds have been really tight lately. I'm finally paying off my old hospital bill from last year. They're drawing the money faster than we agreed upon though, making things difficult. Totemo muzukashi. Never, and I mean NEVER play sword fighting...
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Work sucks... I think I am going to quit my other job. It's not pulling in anything substantial anyway. All it seems to do is suck more energy from me. This last week, I've done nothing but go to work, come home, and sleep. Exciting.
Now that my brother's twenty-one, I can actually go to the bar and have somebody I know there... Then again,...
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Went to the Valley yesterday and visited my uncle Randy. I was hoping to visit Andy as well, but we took too long. Then I hit up Superstition Mall on the way home. Bought myself a couple shirts and a couple of video games.
Work kinda sucked today. I scraped a wound on my shin from last week and it started oozing pretty bad (I...
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Happy Holidays. Hello 2006

I feel like doing something this weekend. Something spontaneous... Maybe get a piercing. I'm supposed to have some gift ready for a gift exchange soon. I know what I'm gonna do, I just need to sit my ass down and do it. It's supposed to be for Patricia and I know she loves my jewelry. I just need to brainstorm some ideas... Boy I could...
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